April,
Im am sorry that yu have to re-live this nightmare. I do have a suggestion for you. PRAY Im not sure what your relationship is with the father in heaven , but for me it is what got me through and continues to get me through. Ask the Father in heaven to take these nightmares away and replace with good dreams or non for that matter in Jesus name. It saddens me to hear that this is a continueing thing. Again if you need to talk you have my number. I will never know what you are going through. but my heart achs for my son thats what us all the same some how. Thats the Human in us. Pray it may not seem like it helps right away. but it will if you have faith. Put it in Gods Hands