Dear Lois
I like to think of it that Chris has found new joy.We can't fathom that because we miss them so much,but because we don't know what the future brings,maybe that is just it.To think that this is the end is too heartbreaking.So I continue to try to feel as though Nicky is in utter peace and happiness,he has found his new joy it helps on the dark days.Now if we could only find ours.God Bless my friend

lois was just on youtube and saw the wounderful video that was put together for your son he is great on that board. wow!! you must be pround to have raised a son that grew to make the great friends that he did they will never forget him or his family and neither will I thanks for shareing your son with us. OXOXOX ursula