Thank you ladies I just wish it didn't take meds to make me feel better but I gotta do what I gotta do. I believe with all my heart that My Jim has a hand in helping Shelby get his life together, about a year ago I asked him to please do what ever he could do to help Shelby. Like you Barb I don't find coins or dream of Jim very often only three times have I had Jim come to me in a dream. And the windchime my little sis had Jim's BD and Angel day engraved on it glad you got one too that would be something Jim would do. Then there was the day I found a hundred dollar bill on the sidewalk in front of my house. Yep that would be Jim. But for years and years I did everything I could think to do to try and get Shelby to straighten up to no avail so I just know Jim is helping him. Lois you are so right this new life is scary Jim was my rock I could always depend on him I had everything planed out when I died it would be Jim that took care of everything especially his brother he knew my plan so I guess the one thing he can take care of for me he is taking care of for me. Michelle I hope you are feeling better also.
Love ya all
Jimmy's Mom
Shirley boy I do understand what you mean, I've been a total wreck anymore. I don't come here as much cause I'm afraid I'm being followed by the other "families" but I decided I was going to post anyway since life keeps throwing me thru some really bad hoops lately. I'm so glad things seem to be working out for your son, and yes just like Barb said it gives you hope. I hope my son will start having better things happen. he is falling apart and I can't help him and the stress is eating me up alive. I'm a wreck. I can't take a/d they make me feel werid and I actually don't have the money for the monthly prescriptions isn't that just terrible I'm in such a bad place. Then when things see to go a bit better life is cruel, he lent his friend his car to come back and pick him up at school the kid wrecked it, total the car I just bought and put so much money into it I even borrowed money from some friends to get this thing fixed and then it gets totalled. No one was hurt Thank God but my son is a mess, he has no trans to school which he was doing so well in and now wants to drop out there are a few options he could look into like asking them if it would be ok to be a few mins late and I could drive him up or maybe car pool with someone there and give them gas money but no, that wont work for him he is dropping out. he has been on a downward spiral and getting worse especially since Timmy's anniverary is coming up and the trial looming over our heads.
So yes reading that gives me hope, that one day my son will get his break, he needs one or I'm afraid I might lose him too, yes I'm crying now. All I can ask is that you guys keep us in your prayrs.
I love you too Shirley and it is a pleasure to be here for you. I wish there was more I could do. I appreciate your being here for me also. Don't know what I would do without you. I am glad some things are working out for u and hopefully a job will be next.You definitely deserve it.I hope being able to have Sandra with you this weekend is boosting your spirits. Kids have a way of doing that. I love ya and will talk to u soon.
Shirley I am SOOOO happy for you and so proud of Shelby. That is hard to do, but he is doing it. I know you are so proud of him.
I am so sorry that I have been caught up in my own mental mess and haven't been there for you. You are such a good friend and have been there so much for us. Just about the time I think things may be alright we get slammed again. Maybe I need to finally admit I need meds too. I just wanted to stop in and check up on everyone and I am glad to read something good. Love you.
