Lisa
I am so very sorry for your loss, it is so very hard I hate to see new moms here it means another mother and family are going through a pain no one should ever have to endure. I can tell you the pain does soften with time it never goes away but it does soften.
Hugs Jimmy's Mom

My heartfelt prayers go out to you and your family.

My sincerest condolences. I pray you & your family find peace during this terrible and heart wrenching time

Lisa, I am so sorry about the murder of your son. Unfortunately the other Moms here are dealing with the same loss but this is a place where you can talk to others who do understand.The only way I go through this is a day at a time and sometimes it's been only a minute at a time. Also the support of others really does help. If you need someone to talk to I will send you my phone number or if you want you can send me yours and I will call you. This is such a difficult journey and at times it feels unbearable. I am sorry that you have to experience this pain. Hugs, Darien