I am so very sorry for your loss, it is so very hard I hate to see new moms here it means another mother and family are going through a pain no one should ever have to endure. I can tell you the pain does soften with time it never goes away but it does soften.
Hugs Jimmy's Mom
Lisa, I am so sorry about the murder of your son. Unfortunately the other Moms here are dealing with the same loss but this is a place where you can talk to others who do understand.The only way I go through this is a day at a time and sometimes it's been only a minute at a time. Also the support of others really does help. If you need someone to talk to I will send you my phone number or if you want you can send me yours and I will call you. This is such a difficult journey and at times it feels unbearable. I am sorry that you have to experience this pain. Hugs, Darien