Wow i am missing my angel like crazy. seems really bad this week. shes constantly on my brain. having nightmares again despite the strong meds im on to avoid remembering my dreams. I just want to hug her, smell her hair. kiss her and keep her in my arms forever. I cant understand why this happened and i never will.
Not one of us will ever understand, our children going before us is just not in the natural order of things. Some days are so much harder and I don't know why that is either today I been missin my Jim like crazy too.
I cried myself to sleep again last night. The pain of missng him and knowing I'll never see him again, his smile, his blue eyes, hear that great big laugh of his that made the whole room crack up, know I'll never feel those big bear hugs again, just tears me apart, hits me harder some days than others. Please know you are not alone and sending you lots of cyber (((((hugs))))