I hope all is well as can be for all of you. I wanted to share this video with you moms. My sons name is on plaque number 29. I have been to one conference and they are just amazing. I wish I could go every year. If anything you should all try to go to at least one.Wow, three years! I don't know why but this year has been so hard for me. I think my shock is wearing off and I am really feeling and realizing that he is NOT coming back to me. I have cried more than I did before. I can't even mention his name without crying. I miss him so much!!! Sunday I was at church and a mom nd her son sat right in front of me. Her son must have been 1or years old and I could not even look at the little boy. Oh, how he reminded me of Gene when he was that age. I mean the same color of hair, the little fat hands. He was dressed in jeans with a plaid shirt and that was the way I dressed Gene. You know when a child that age is just staring at you, you usually look at them and say something to them,smile at them, but I just could not. I tried so hard to hold in my tears. This is just not right! Not fair! I DON'T HAVE A SON ANYMORE! I am so sorry moms. I had to vent this out and I know that I can do this here and you all will understand what I am talking about. Thank you. Thank you to all you wonderful moms. My prayers are with all of you always. Luv you all.
Where is the video? Where you at the POMC conference? I was there!! I wish we could have met!! I met Darien, and so many other mom's I've met thru the POMC. it was so surreal, heart wrenching, I cried I think most of the time I was there. All those plaques with the names (my Timmy is not on there I don't have the money for it) and then the bag pipe playing amazing grace I lost it. So sad, all those sweet beautiful angels.
