Well I finally found a job, I put an application in a place that everyone told me "they aren't hiring" then started signing in a week and a half ago yesterday when I went to sign in I was asked to wait a minute the next thing I knew we were walking through the shop. I had to go back and talk to the swing shift foreman, come to find out I will be working with a gal who use to work for me years ago. I have to go take a drug test on Friday and should be working sometime next week. The shift is from 2:00 pm until 10:30 pm but we can work all the overtime we want go figure Microphor (where I use to work) can't even keep people busy five days a week so people are on work share. Needless to say this has done a lot for my mental state. Now I can relax and not worry about what I am going to do when unemployment runs out.
Love ya all
Jimmy's Mom
YEAH!!! Some Good news, I'm happy for you too. I am blessed to have caring bosses...they held my job over 5 weeks when Chris...it's been good having that time filled with activity and people...while not so easy most of the time but my co-workers help even if only for me to realise, they are saddened for me but their lives have priority which it should but it still not easy.
I have been so depressed lately, I feel very alone like I did at the beginning of this nightmare when my Aly opened her door and told me as I walked/fell in her door...no warning I remember. It seemed cruel.
I'm glad I have therapy today, I'm trying to absorb alot of stuff that my family is doing.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH CHRIS...I Remember okay...okay
love to you Moms
