I don't have to work tonite so I will try to come in. My back is usually hurting at the end of the day but I am gonna try because I really miss talking to other Moms. You are the only people that understand what this feels like to live with. I have family and friends but for the most part they really don't get it except for my other children but they don't like to talk about Keara most of the time. If I talk about her thay just usually get quiet so I know that they really don't want to go there. So I really hope that some of you Moms will come into chat.