As a lot of you know I live alone and lately I have been feeling so lonely. I come to the MOMS site for comfort and support. Lately though hardly anyone comes into the chst room and I really miss being able to talk to all of you. Also I want to invite the new Moms into chat. I usually go in around 8;30 est. So anyway I hope some of you will come back to chat and that others will join us. Love to you all.
I will be in chat tonight I usually get in the chat room around 5:00-5:30 pm west coast time, Darien you are right it would be nice to have more moms come in to chat with.
love and hugs
Jimmy's Mom
Hi Darien - I've been so busy since I've gotten back from TX. We need to get together, I just don't know when. The next few weeks are pretty hectic with the boys and their basketball games. I hope we can get together soon.
I've been in chat a few nights with AV and Paula...no one else was there, unless they came after I signed off. I will try to get in tonight.
It's so hard to get into chat for me at night time. I'm so tired usualy and just can't get myself to do it. I miss coming on, I did pop in last week for a bit. Maybe will try tonight. I also miss chatting with my mom friends, without you guys, jeez I don't know what I would have done. But I know for sure I nevr would have come this far without you guys. I love you all and wish all the best for you all. i wish we never had to meet like this, I wish things were so different I wish I could take everyone's pain away. I am not alone Darien, but I feel alone, I sit in my room watching tv until I go to sleep every night. I don't go out and if I do it's for maybe an hour or two. I don't like to be around a lot of people I feel uncomfortable. Life is just not easy and never the same. Even having my boys at home they take everything out of me with their own misery. I know they are too in pain but I'm only one person and only can take so much on. I'm wearing away and I feel like I'm always in despair.
i UNDERSTAND, it is like being in a permanent state of sadness, that never leaves you, even when you are around happy shiny people who try to just love you ..
I'm back on the internet, last night I got on and waiting and no one showed up will try again. I have been fighting back the tears all day. I really dreaded going to work with morning. But we got to work right. LOL love you hope to chat with you tonight.
I will try to come into chat tonight but not sure if I will make it since I have to work and my back is giving me fits. Lola I don't thin I have met you before. Have I?
