Merry Christmas to all you strong and wonderful moms. I want to thank the moms who go into my sons website and light candles for him. I want to thank Kim for the beautiful Christmas card. Laura and AV, thank you for the videos. I have not posted in a long time. But, I still come in here and read the post and I am so sorry to all the new moms on here. You guys don't know how you all give me the strength to go on. I keep hearing that it is suppose to get easier with time but it sure is getting harder for me. I chose to spend Christmas alone this year because for me,it is so hard to be around my family during the holidays. I pray for all of you all the time and I keep you all close to my heart. God bless you all and my our good Lord keep giving us the strength to keep moving forward. Sending my love to all of you and your angels.