Going through a lot right now, some nights I don't sleep, I have dreamed of hearing a gunshot, some days are devoted to thinking about my son the entire day, other days I try to do bible studies or something because I think so hard I actually get dizzy and my body hurts all over.I feels sick in the bottom of my stomach when they call to tell me about court. I don't know if this is normal but I can appreciate all you moms who come here because thanks to you. now I can communicate my feelings. BE blessed and stay prayerful!