I saw my son's killers on the 17th and we go back on March 7,2014. Its so hard is like I am waiting for him to come home but I am trying to come to terms he's not. I find peace with lite a candle and flowers by his Urn and Picture. I also put a plaque by the candles in Church with his name. Little things that make my moment bearable. But sometime my heart feels like crushing right through my chest. Thank you for listening.