Hi Everyone,
I was looking for some place to talk to other mothers of deceased children. Your page stood out for me. I lost my beautiful son Jason on 5-31-12 he was gunned down in his car while his pregnant girlfriend watched. He was my best friend, we talked a million times a week watched Nascar together, played darts on a team and now I don't have him. This is a long complicated story to explain and that is why it hurts even more now. His beautiful daughter was born 10-6-12 and is so much like her daddy, she has his smile dimples and a joy to be around. She is the only thing of him besides personal items we have left of him. The pain never goes away and no one knows what we go through as parents, not even your other children understand. You always try to put on a happy face but in your heart you are crying. I just wanted to talk to others and maybe I can try to move on. Thank you for reading my post and hopefully we can chat sometime.
So sorry to here about your son .the pain we feel don't go away I am always thinking of my son daily he was murdered July 27. 2007 it's still like new if you looking for someone to talk to or vent we're r here hugs from and angel mom to another so sorry you feel my pain
Lisa I am so sorry for the loss of your son. This is no easy road as we have learned. You move at your pace and no one else's as we have all found out. Time does not heal but teaches us how to cope with the loss. Today is a Lisa day for me after 5.5 years these days still come and you are overwhelmed and don't feel like doing anything. However over time I have found this wonderful group and all the precious moms who can relate and comfort me. Many of us go on facebook daily and have joined a group called Shut Up!I'm still grieving! where we share our children/angels and the struggles in this life we now live without our children. The name of the group might be a bit "abrasive" but trust the compassion is there as we all understand to some degree what everyone is going through. Sending lot of love your way. Laura
