Hello my son was murdered 6-26-2013. He was gunned down on the street possibly by someone he knew.....his funeral was 7-5-2013. As of today I feel an overwhelming sense of loss. I started to miss my son 7-17-2013. What a terrible feeling. The world needs to be educated on the lango used when this happens to someone....they should never say I can or cant imagine how u feel....its not about that....honestly this feelin they don't ever want to kno and I kno that phone call can send u straight to the nut house....people shuld just say do the best u can at this point and I'm here for you.....during this process I dealt with sooo many emotions and I keep check on myself so I wont slip into depression......this is a life changer for sure...I would like to send strength to all of the families that have lost a loved one.
You know I can definitely feel your pain. I lost my son June 22, 2013 in front of my home in a drive by. It's the sort of pain that the best way I can describe it is IT HURTS YOUR VERY SOUL!! People do need to be educated how to speak to MOMS because it gets under my skin when they "i don't know what i would do if that were my son/daughter" That's like the last thing you wanna hear. It's like nothing ANYONE CAN SAY OR DO TO MAKE IT FEEL BETTER. IT'S LIKE A DIABETIC WITH A TERRIBLE WOULD THAT NEVER HEALS. I CRY EVERY morning I wake up Carl is the first person I think about in the morning and the last thing on my mind at night. It challenges your faith, it's like a portion of you is gone. The killers were not caught, that only deepens the wound. I'm forced to relive June 22,2013 every day, I watched my son's life leave him and it hurts it hurts it hurts so MOM i know your feelings i know your pain.
