I am scared of that same thing. No more "he was doing this... so many months ago..." My heart goes out to all of you and Gretchen, you will be in my thoughts tomorrow as all of you are everyday...

Gretchen I just wanted you to know I am thinking about you on this day. The worst day of your life. I hope that you are able to get through this day with the support of people who love you. I am sending you hugs and love.

thank you all for your support, its nice to have somewhere to talk to other moms that understand what I'm going through, love to all xo