Hi Debra, I just want to say that I am so sorry you have had to carry this pain for so many years and for what happened to your brother...I hope the love you and your brother had has helped you find some joy. 27 years is a long time to have such pain in your heart. My Chris was 27 when his father shot him 8 times 2 weeks before Christmas 2008...27 yrs doesn't seem long enough for the gift of Chris in my life, hard think about the next 27 except to say I'll be closer to heaven and now there is no fear.
Take care Debra...you are in my heart as you face these days again