Raechal, I am so sorry to hear about your daughter.It is a nightmare come true. I don't think any of us ever imagined that our children would be murdered. I hope you continue to communicate with us. It helps. My daughter Keara was murdered on April 5th 2006 by her boyfriend. He beat her, strangled her and stabbed her nine times in the neck. I also was in shock for quite awhile. Somehow we get through the days but it's hard. I still am in therapy which has been a good thing for me. I am sending you love and hugs.