I am so sorry for your loss. I looked up the memorial and Noel is a doll. Very cute. My daughter Laycee was murdered almost 3 and a half years ago. My live in boyfriend at the time beat her to death while i was at work and lied and said she fell off the couch. He punched her in the face and head several times. There were fistmarks on her face. She was badly bruised. Laycee was not even 13 months old yet. I know the pain you feel and i am so sorry. sometimes i think im still in shock. im not sure i fully accept the fact that this really happened that she was ever even here. like it was all a dream. sometimes i dream that it was all a dream she never really died.anyways you came to the right place, your in my thoughts. sometimes you just gotta take it minute by minute.
Raechal, I am so sorry to hear about your daughter.It is a nightmare come true. I don't think any of us ever imagined that our children would be murdered. I hope you continue to communicate with us. It helps. My daughter Keara was murdered on April 5th 2006 by her boyfriend. He beat her, strangled her and stabbed her nine times in the neck. I also was in shock for quite awhile. Somehow we get through the days but it's hard. I still am in therapy which has been a good thing for me. I am sending you love and hugs.