I so much appreciate everyone reaching out for me. At this point in time I guess I have to somehow put A in back of my mind somehow. I might get the call...from the police, collect from county,from the medical examiner...or maybe no call at all. Maybe she is dead, maybe she's running from a parole violation.
So at the moment, if I had had all my pregnanies to term-seven children-2 there=five children-one who wants to write another "Mommy Dearest"=4-A=three children...I wasn't ever very good at math...
Thank You for the support folks, I'll be back if/when need be...prayers,hugs and comfort to all of you