Lois I can definitely relate to what you you have shared. Keara was killed by someone she loved also. To think about how our children felt is awful. Chris probably never thought he would die, and his father be the murderer. I think that we will never get over
the murder of our children, I think I will grieve for the rest of my life. Don't feel bad about feeling sorry for yourself. You have the right to do that. Love ya, Darien