Hi there. I am so sorry for the loss of your son. I am glad you found this website. It has helped me greatly to know there really ARE other people who are feeling the same as me. I am glad you liked this list. It sure seemed like I could have wrote it myself because of how dead on it was. That was why I wanted to share it with you MOMS. Your in my prayers. whenever you are ready to vent please do about anything.