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Angie-Eugene's Mom
 IP: 70.162.67.202 Apr 18, 08 - 12:08 PM |
Hi MOMS
I need some words of encourgement. Sometimes I feel like what the hell am I doing here. I wish I had the courage to take my own life to be with my son but I don't. And I know if I did that I would not be with him. I feel so alone, lost and frightned. I have quit two jobs in the past couple of months. I have not worked since August. (By the grace of God I have not gotten behind on any of my bills.) My two daughters are not talking to each other. And two weeks ago the daughter that is not living with me stopped talking to me because I would not do her a favor. The daughter that is living with me, she has 3 girls. A 12, 7 and 5 year old. Sometimes it gets pretty crazy around here and her and her ex are always fighting about the kids. Well, the other day I just could not take all the yelling and crying and I got involved. I told him my feelings about him and the next day my daughter is not talking to me and the past couple of days she has started talking to me again but with this attitude. The past couple of days all I have been doing is crying because I am so hurt with the girls for treating me like this. Believe me if Gene was here he would staighten out the girls. Anytime the girls would do something to hurt me he would call them and talk to them and tell them not to be like that with me. Gene had so much respect. As old has he was he never cussed in front of me or got loud with me. The girls don't either but sometimes I just feel they don't respect me enough. Sometimes I feel like they treat me more as their friend than their mother. So, I have been feeling like if they are going to be treating me like this why even be here. Maybe I am just feeling sorry for myself. How I wish everything could be like it was before my Gene died. Thank you MOMS for reading this. I love you all. My heart and prayers are with all of you. God Bles You. |
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JOANN-HUBERT-MOM
IP: 69.31.156.48 Apr 18th, 2008 - 9:19 PM |
Re: Hi MOMS
HI ANGIE, I AM SORRY YOU HAVE TO GO THRU ALL OF THAT IN YOUR HOME ,EUGENE WAS A MAN THAY LOOK UP TO HIM WITH RESPECT.MOM ARE DIFFERENT THAY SAY WE HALLA TOO MUCH AND FUSS,THAY WILL COME AROUND ,PLEASE DO NOT THINK OF TAKEING YOUR LIFE YOU WILL NOT SEE EUGENE.EUGENE IS LOOKING DOWN ON YOU AN WATCHEN OVER THE GIRLS, SORRY I AM NOT MUCH OF HELP TO YOU BUT KNOW WE ARE HERE LOVE U JOANN HUBERT MOM |
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Shirley
IP: 71.141.118.109 Apr 19th, 2008 - 3:12 AM |
Re: Hi MOMS
I think a lot of the mothers on this site have had those same thoughts. I know I have but I also know my son wouldn't want that, and I have the feeling your son wouldn't want that either. You need to stay strong for him to carry his memory on and never let anyone forget what a wonderful person he was. My thoughts are with you and I will pray God gives you the strength to get through this. Jimmy's mom Shirley |
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Angie-Eugene\\'s Mom
IP: 70.162.67.202 Apr 19th, 2008 - 10:21 AM |
Re: Hi MOMS
Thank you Joann and Shirley for your kind words. I know I am not alone. I have all these wonderful moms like you by my side. Thank you. God bless you. |
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Michele (Raymund Mom)
IP: 97.85.130.113 Apr 19th, 2008 - 6:08 PM |
Re: Hi MOMS
Hi Angie.. Keep your head up Eugene would not want you to think of taking your own life,, He is watching and wants you to stay strong and live, I know it is hard Angie but we have to live and just keep the memories close to our heart,,I miss my son Raymund and i have just wanted to give up but through the grace of God he gives me the strength to go on ,,,I know there is nothing i could say that you have not already heard ,,I will keep you in my prayers,,I know how you feel Raymund was my only child and i feel so empty and alone but i will always cherish the time we had together and no one will take that from me.. Love you my strong sister... |
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Yvonne S Joshua Underwood's mom
IP: 205.188.116.12 Apr 24th, 2008 - 5:25 AM |
Re: Hi MOMS
(((((((Angie)))))))))) Your Eugene sounds so much like my Joshua. If there were problems with his younger brothers, I would call him, and say Josh, you need to talk to them. He would,,they respected him so much. Angie, your handsome Eugene wants you here to live out your natural physical life. I think they can feel our pain, and they want us HAPPY. Dont let the murderer win,,they have taken ENOUGH. NEVER GIVE UP. I love you, Yvonne |
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