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Frances Jr's mom
 IP: 66.214.69.63 Apr 17, 08 - 11:12 PM |
Well today is over...
Well mom's today is here and gone, I recieved my award today called "Citizen of Courage", I had a thank you speech already to give, and I kept telling myself to breath, the first line of my speech was,,, I would like to thank you all for this wonderful award, and I would like to except this award in memory of my son Ruben C. Alarcon, Jr.. well that was all I was able to say when I completely fell apart, I looked over at my husband for a moment of strength and I saw this tear run down his face and I couldn't go on, my daughter was with us and she came up and finished my speech...I felt so helpless and cowardly, all it takes is for me to picture him standing there telling me "Good job, Mom" and I can't go on. I have been having these horrible feelings of just going to sleep and not waking up, my pain would end and I could see my beloved son for one more time...then I think of my daughter and my grandchildren and I just say, "well one more day" I am really tired of feeling so sad and so much pain in my heart, I think sometimes this can't be really the way it is suppose to be, without my Jr. I could really use a big ole hug like he would give me when I felt so sad, he would wrap those big ole arms around me and tell me "It's okay Mom, I love you", God I really miss that and everything else about him, even the fact that I would yell at him to clean up his mess, he always had a mess, he would drive me crazy, But God just to have that back. Well prayers and love Frances Jr's mom |
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MICHELLE TONY\'S-MOM
IP: 70.134.204.154 Apr 18th, 2008 - 8:04 AM |
Re: Well today is over...
OH MS.FRANCIS YOU DID GOOD,YOU MADE THE FIRST STEP AND TRUST ME YOUR JR. WAS RIGHT THERE WITH YOU,WE ALL HERE AT MOM'S ARE PROUD OF YOU,YOU DO HAVE COURAGE,THE DEVIL DIDN'T TAKE YOU STRENGH AND COURAGE AWAY,YOU ARE A PROUD MOTHER AND A MOTHER WHO WILL GET FIGHTING FOR YOUR SON,THAT SOMETHING NO ONE WILL TAKE AWAY,PRICELESS!!!!YOUR SON IS PROUD OF YOU,AND HE IS TELLING YOUR SPIRIT GOOD JOB MOM,SO DON'T PUT YOUR SELF DOWN,THAT AWARD IS TRULY YOUR'S,YOU DID IT,AND YOU WILL CONTINUE DOING WHAT'S RIGHT FOR YOUR FAMILY AND YOUR SWEET ANGEL,GOD BLESS YOU MS.FRANCES,AND I AM HAPPY AND PROUD OF YOU ALSO,HUG'S!!!TONY'S-MOM-MICHELLE |
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Bette
IP: 216.237.180.2 Apr 18th, 2008 - 9:33 AM |
Re: Well today is over...
Hi Joann, Sorry to hear about computer, almost happened to me, I was so worried about all my pics I have of Timmy. I went out and bought a 2gb memory stick, only like $20 at Staples, and I saved all my stuff for him so this way I won't ever worry about losing it. I hope you were able to restore some of your things. I'd be so upset, and it's enough as it is to have one more thing to be upset about. Hang in there, we are all together on this, knowing you are not alone, helps, it's sad to think there's so many moms suffering like us, but we have each other to talk to and know what each mom is going thru. Sending many hugs & prayers Bette Timmy's Mom |
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Bette
IP: 216.237.180.2 Apr 18th, 2008 - 9:35 AM |
Re: Well today is over...
Opps posted this to wrong message. So sorry, but the thoughts are there for each one of you moms, I mean the same for everyone. Just was trying to answer each post and for some reason it all got screwed up. God Bless all the Moms here and everywhere that suffers the pain of losing a child. No one should have to go thru what we go thru. Love Bette Timmy's Mom |
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Vickie /Andre\'s mom
IP: 12.218.101.23 Apr 18th, 2008 - 2:57 PM |
Re: Well today is over...
So many times I come to this site and read the very words that are echoing in my own mind.I think my heart breaks even more knowing that all of you must live through this same night mare!We are all @ different spots on this journey but the road will lead us to the same heartache.But, as you said we must go on for our other children.I know that Jr. is proud of you I know your family is proud of you and I know that all us moms are proud of you.So, Frances hold on for one more day ,and one more day and, one more day........ |
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JOANN-HUBERT-MOM
IP: 69.31.156.48 Apr 18th, 2008 - 9:05 PM |
Re: Well today is over...
WELL DONE FRANCES JR IS SO PROUD OF YOU WE ARE TOO SO PROUD, SOME DAY WE HAVE TO TAKE IT ONE STEP.AT A TIME AN EACH DAY AT A TIME. STAY PRAY UP LOVE U JOANN- HUBERT -MOM |
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