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Vickie /Andre's mom
 IP: 12.218.101.23 Apr 16, 08 - 3:05 AM |
Can't sleep
Once agian I can't sleep.I tried to lay down but, thats when the tears and thoughts just really flood over me.Today my three yr old asked me if she could see her brother she was talking about the picture of him I wear in a locket around my neck.I also have a peice of his hair in it.It isn't anything new for her to ask to see it,she does it everyday.But, today when she asked she told me mommy don't cry Andre' is better.She just knows that the mere mention of his name will bring tears to my eyes.I wish the scum that killed my baby knew what he did to my family.I pray that he is awake @ this very moment thinking about what he has done & that GOD will convict him so harshly right now that he'll run screaming to turn himself in & maybe then I can find out why he took my son,my heart,my life away from me. |
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Shirley
IP: 71.141.109.129 Apr 16th, 2008 - 4:42 AM |
Re: Can't sleep
Dear Andre's Mom It's 2:30 AM I know how it is not being able to sleep I see my son's face, I hear his voice sometimes I think I hear him walking through the house. His little daughter just turned 7 she doesn't talk alot about her daddy. She does things like on her birthday she let one of her balloons go up into the sky then said I sure hope my daddy gets that balloon. I don't think the scum who killed your son or the scum who killed my son care one bit about what they have done. I watch the creep in court sit with a smirk on his face. I don't think they care about our sons, family or friends. The only person they worry about or feel sorry for are themselves. Because they have either been caught or are running with no place to hide. I will keep you in my thoughts and pray the creep who murdered your son is caught soon. |
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Bette
IP: 216.237.180.2 Apr 16th, 2008 - 8:24 AM |
Re: Can't sleep
I was just coming here to post a similar post. I never can sleep. I had a hard time before this all happened,now it's worse. I lay there too, thinking and crying and praying. The dr. gave me meds. I got used to them,they stopped working, then he gave me Ambien, which just made my head worse, I had headaches for 2 weeks, decided last night no more, can't take it, stiff neck, etc. So I layed there for hours, I finally gave in and took a 1/2 pill just to get me to sleep. At least my head doesn't hurt, but I'm tired, always tired. I cried so hard last night, sitting there staring at the TV, and it just over came me, like usual. But this time my whole body wracked with grief, I could hardly breathe, I'm falling apart slowly and I can't stop it. I try so hard to keep it together, but I see him sitting there laughing, or poking me in the arm, jokingly. I see commercials about kids getting new cars and I think I'll never even see my baby learn to drive. Or proms, married, etc. and it just hits me all over again. Last night was really the worse i've had for such a long time, I mean I cry every single night and Ipray the same thing why, God, why. Who did this and why would they take a baby at 15 y/o who did nothing to no one??? See now I'm crying again. The pain feels so new every day, I can't imagine life like this. I hurt all over, I ache every day, I have headaches, nightmares. I can't take it. |
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MICHELLE TONY'S-MOM
IP: 70.255.140.61 Apr 16th, 2008 - 3:15 PM |
Re: Can't sleep
oh vickie,i feel your pain,for a year and a half now my sleeping has been cut off since my baby died in my arm's,i have bad dream's,i sweat alot in my sleep,i toss and turn,my son's alway's ask me mommy please calm down,i tried but at night when i lay down i cry my self to sleep,my world is a mess,i don't know who i am any more,i can't seem to get it toghter,i am so confused,i use to be on top of thing's now i forget everything,i am so sorry we have to endure so much pain,it's not fare,if i had my way i would bring all my mom's children back,and my tony to me,but it is not my will,vickie hold on,we must fight for our other children,our son's would want that!if you need to talk e-mail me and i will give you my number!!hug's!! |
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JOANN-HUBERT-MOM
IP: 69.31.156.48 Apr 16th, 2008 - 9:49 PM |
Re: Can't sleep
HI VICKIE ALL THE MOMS SAY IT ALL .,WE ARE LIKE ,WALKING DEAD.I JUST CAN NOT GET IT TOGATHER WE ALL GO THRU SO MUCH ,ONLY WE CAN LEAN ON EACH OUTHER.FOR SUPPORT,THRU GOD AN PRAYERS .I LOVE YOU ALL MAY GOD BLESS JOANN-HUBERT-MOM |
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