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joann hubert\\\\\\\\\'s mom

joann64ellsworth@aol.com

IP: 69.31.156.48

Apr 7, 08 - 6:06 PM
IS THEIR A BLACK CLOUD OVER ME ?

SOME TIMES I DO THANK SO ,IT"S BEEN NOT A YEAR YET AN SO MANY THIMGS HAVE HAPPEN IN MY LIFE MY CO WORKER TOLD ME YOU ARE A STRONGE WOMAN. SHE DO NOT KNOW IF SHE WOULD BE STRONG, SOMTHING I AM WEAK AN TIRED. BUT I KNOW ONLY GOD WILL MAKE ME STRONG.I WILL WORSHIP HIM AND PRAISE,HIS NAME WHEN I AT MY WORST-I WILL GIVE HIM MY ALL.WHEN I FEEL I CAN NOT TALK TO SOME ONE OR WHEN I AM ABOUT TOO CRY I SAY THE NAME JESUS IT HELPS LOVE YOU ALLJOANN HUBERT MOM
michelle-tony\\'s-mom


IP: 70.255.143.138

Apr 7th, 2008 - 9:01 PM
Re: IS THEIR A BLACK CLOUD OVER ME ?

OH MS.JOANN,I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL,THE LAST TWO YEAR'S OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN A NIGHT-MARE,I FALL DOWN ALL TIME AND WONDER CAN I REALLY MAKE IT THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN, I FEEL SO DIFFERENT FROM OTHER PEOPLE,THE PAIN HAS REALLY CHANGE ME,I LOSS MY HOME,MY SON,MY MOM,NOW I AM GOING THROUGH A DIVORCE,THEN TO FIND OUT TONY'S DAD HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HIS MURDER,I AM A MESS,BUT I HAVE TO FIGHT SO HARD FOR MY TWO OTHER SON'S,YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL MOTHER,I SO SORRY FOR SO MUCH PAIN WE MOTHER'S ARE GOING THROUGH,MY HEART'S BREAK'S FOR ALL OF US,IF YOU NEED TO CRY,WE CAN CRY TOGHTER,JUST CALL ME,I WILL LISTEN,I KNOW IT IS SO HARD,I CRY OUT TO JESUS EACH DAY,LORD WHAT TO DO,AND HE TELL'S ME TO BE STILL CHILD,I WILL CARRY YOU THROUGH,MS,JOANN THE BLACK CLOUD IS THE DEVIL,HE COMES TO DESTROY,BUT WILL WILL BRING YOU THROUGH!YOU WILL SURVIVE,I KNOW IT MIGHT SOUND EASY,BUT I FAITH THAT WE ALL WILL GET JUSTICE FROM GOD ONE DAY FOR OUR CHILDREN,LOVE,HUG'S,AND MUCH LOVE FROM MY HEART TO YOUR'S,TONY'S-MOM-MICHELLE!
joann hubert\\\\\\\\\'s mom


IP: 69.31.156.48

Apr 7th, 2008 - 9:24 PM
Re: IS THEIR A BLACK CLOUD OVER ME ?

THANKS MICHELLE WE FALL DOWN AN GET BACK UP .SOME TIMES I WILL STAY DOWN.YOU AND ALL THE MOTHERS ARE IN MY PRAYERS,AT NITE. GOD WILL SEE US THRU MAYBE SOME DAY WE WILL BRAKE FREE OF THE STRONG HOLD OF THE DEVIL . LOVE YOU MY SIS STAY STRONG JOANN,
remember me


IP: 75.142.202.31

Apr 8th, 2008 - 1:44 PM
Re: IS THEIR A BLACK CLOUD OVER ME ?

I wonder that about myself. It just doesn't stop does it? All the pain and heartache of losing my child, my son, my hope, then the monster who is responsible gets released from prison, parole excused, restitution excused, walking the streets FREE. The man renamed his "band" DOPE ADDICTS FOR THE AMERICAN GUN. His avatar if you would call it that is a gun barrel, looking into a gun barrel. Can you even believe that? This crap is on MySpace where young kids are exposed to and influenced by it. It's just like I said from the beginning, it's about street cred.

I'm sorry, please don't take offense, I'm just so mad. You know people tell me that I am strong too. I am jello inside. If it isn't this it's that, I want it to end. I miss my old life, I miss my son, I want them back.
michelle (Brandon Fluet's mom)


IP: 205.188.116.12

Apr 9th, 2008 - 11:37 AM
Re: IS THEIR A BLACK CLOUD OVER ME ?

Joann
I know how you feel. I think we all have this horrible black cloud hovering over us all the time. It never leaves us, it follows us no matter where we are or what we do. It's the dark heaviness of a pain that goes deeper and hurts more than anyone on the outside can see. I think people tell us that we're strong because they can't imagine how we are surviving...what they don't understand is that for alot of us we're not surviving this, we're just existing in it. we are emersed in this dark place trying to find a light somewhere to give us some kind of hope and peace. Stay strong Joann and know we are all in this and feel the same dark pain.
all my love
michelle (Brandon Fluet's mom)


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