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michelle-tony's-mom
 IP: 70.232.29.115 Apr 1, 08 - 2:56 PM |
THE TRUTH KILL'S THE HEART!
HELLO MOM'S AS I TYPE THIS,I AM IN TEAR'S OF SORROW AND A PAIN THAT IS SO DEEP THAT'S CUT'S ME LIKE A KNIFE,I FOUND OUT THIS MORNING THAT TONY DAD IS THE REASON MY SON IS DEAD TODAY,HE PLAYED APART,AFTER A YEAR THE TRUTH IS STARTING TO COME OUT,TONY DAD PICK MONEY OVER HIS SON,THE LOVE OF MONEY COST ME MT BABY,HOW SICK IS THAT!HOW CAN A DAD LET HIS GO FOR MONEY,HE KNEW THE MEN WHO KILLED MY BABY,AND WANT SAY ANYTHING TO THIS DAY,TONY DAD EX-GIRLFRIEND CALLED ME THIS MORNING AFTER A YEAR NOT HEARING FROM HER AND WANTED TO TALK FINALLY,SHE TOLD ME TONY'S DAD IS COVING UP EVERY THING ,AND SHE LIVES RIGHT BY THE OTHER PERSON WHO HELP KILL MY SON,WOW!I AM SO HURT,NO PEASE,I COULDN'T GO TO WORK THIS MORNING SO HARD TO RELIVED THIS,AND ON TOP OF EVERYTHING MY SO CALLED HUSBAND WHO I AM GOING THROUGH A DIVORCE WITH NOW,IS TRYING TO HURT ME AND MY KID'S BY TURNING OFF THE CABLE,WHO CARE'S,I AM SO TIERD OF MY LIFE,I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN,THE INSIDE OF MY HEART IS SO BITTER,I SCREAM SO LOUD,EVERY TIME I TAKE TWO STEP'S FOWARD I FALL BACK THREE OR FOUR,WHY!!I JUST WANT MY LIFE BACK,I JUST NEED CLOSURE,I NEED A PIESE OF MIND,I AM TRYING TO HOLD IT TOGHTER,WHY IS THE WORLD SO DAM EVIL!!MY SON FATHER IS A COWARD RIGHT ALONG WITH THE KILLER'S WHO HURT MY TONY,NOW I AM LEFT WITH SO MUCH PAIN IN MY HEART,MOM'S THIS NIGHT MARE WANT STOP,AND STILL OF THE TRUTH IS NOT OUT YET!!!I AM ALONG AND SO LOSS,DON'T HAVE A CLUE WHERE I AM GOING FROM HERE,LORD PLEASE HELP ME,I CAN'T DO THIS BY MY SELF!TONY'S-MOM-MICHELLE |
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Cindy Eller
IP: 204.181.51.85 Apr 1st, 2008 - 5:24 PM |
Re: THE TRUTH KILL'S THE HEART!
Michelle, I cannot imagion how it is for you going through this on top of the pain you are already in but I can tell you that Tony is with you and he does not want you to give up. Who else but you will fight for your beloved Tony??? Keep telling yourself that you are going on for Tony and that if it takes until the day you die you will fight for him. Every day tell yourself your child is worth fighting for and you are strong enough to do just that. We are allowed to cry as much as we want or need to BUT we as mother's are not going to give up that is what these animals want. I promise you that in the end you will hold Tony again and he will say "MOM WELL DONE"!!! Lean on MOMs everyone is with you. Sending much love and many prayers!! Love Monica's Mom Cindy |
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TERRY{CEDRIC'S}MOM
IP: 69.153.221.50 Apr 1st, 2008 - 5:25 PM |
Re: THE TRUTH KILL'S THE HEART!
Michelle I'm so very sorry to hear this and I am in tears just reading your post. I don't know how a father could do this to his child, to make things even bad how could he not tell the police that he thinks is son was murdered because he owed someone money? I hope that you can get his ex-girlfriend to go to the police if what she says is the real and also why did she wait so long to call you? I feel like she has a part in this to because she said nothing and I don't understand why she is saying something now that they are not together. So just make sure she is not telling you a lie just to get back at Tony's Dad because sometime women will do crazy **** to get back at someone for not wonting them anymore. But Michelle if she is not telling a lie then maybe she can get the police to bug Tony's Dad's phone and maybe they can arrest him just to get him to talk on the person who murdered his son and your Angel Tony. Because if his father tells everything he know then maybe the Murder won't get out of jail. I will keep you in my prayer's my sister Michelle I feel your pain,hurt and wish I could help. GOD BLESS,BE WITH YOU LOVE YOUR SISTER TERRY{CEDRIC'S}MOM R.I.P TONY AND MY SON CEDRIC AND ALL OF OUR ANGELS WE MISS AND LOVE YOU ALL. |
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TERRY{CEDRIC'S}MOM
IP: 69.153.221.50 Apr 1st, 2008 - 5:30 PM |
Re: THE TRUTH KILL'S THE HEART!
Cindy I'm so sorry for the loss of your Angel, My prayers are with you and your family and your post to Michelle is so very rightand we love you Michelle Amen! GOD BLESS TERRY{CEDRIC'S}MOM |
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Bette
IP: 70.110.146.52 Apr 1st, 2008 - 8:58 PM |
Re: THE TRUTH KILL'S THE HEART!
Oh Michelle, so sorry, I just don't know what to say. How can she call you and tell you this stuff, why can't she go to the police, can you call the detective up and tell them she told you this over the phone? There's gotta be something they can do, bring her in for questioning or something. It's just not right. I'm so sorry, my prayers are with you always. Bette Timmy's mom |
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Angie-Eugene's Mom
IP: 70.190.217.121 Apr 1st, 2008 - 9:01 PM |
Re: THE TRUTH KILL'S THE HEART!
Oh Michelle, I am so sorry to hear about this. I don't even know what to say to you right now. I am just so sad and hurt that you are going tru this. Please Michelle, stay strong! You have to for your Angel Tony. Like Cindy said, don't let them win! I will be praying for you Hon. God will see you thru this. He will not let you go thru this alone. Sending you lots of love and hugs Michelle. |
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michelle-tony\'s-mom
IP: 70.232.29.115 Apr 1st, 2008 - 10:01 PM |
Re: THE TRUTH KILL'S THE HEART!
YES MOM'S I CALLED THE DECT. TODAY AND TOLD HER EVERY THING,MY HEAD IS SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL,I THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT,THIS IS HARD TO DEAL WITH,THE DECT. TOLD ME SHE ALL READY KNEW THAT TONY DAD WAS HOLDING BACK INFO,TONY BODY WAS FOUND ON FATHER'S DAY OF 2006,AND TONY DAD NEVER WENT OUTSIDE TO GET MY BABY BODY,I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY AND HOW THIS HAPPEN,THERE IS STILL ALOT I DON'T KNOW,I REALLY CAN'T HEAR ANY MORE,JUST A BIG NIGHTMARE!I NEED CLOSURE,I NEED SOME PEASE OF MIND,MOM'S WHY SO MUCH PAIN!I LOVE YOU ALL JUST NEED TO GET SOME REST! |
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Frances,,,Jr's mom
IP: 66.214.69.63 Apr 1st, 2008 - 10:09 PM |
Re: THE TRUTH KILL'S THE HEART!
Michelle: I agree with Bette, call your detective and let them know what this woman has just put you through give them all the details that she has laid upon you,,with Jr's death I constantly was bugging the detectives telling them everything that I was hearing, even on the myspace some girl posted that only her and Jr and another girl that was there that night actually know why he shot Jr...I made a copy and took it to the police and they called her in for interigation...screw them if they know anything it is only right that they pay for the loss of your Tony...I say to hell with all of the people who know something and don't do the right thing....Honey I am so sorry for everything that you are going through, Please breath and seek help from a counselor or someone, You sound like you are right on the verge... Please, please talk to someone. Hugs and prayers Frances Jr's mom |
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Lorre
IP: 207.200.116.70 Apr 2nd, 2008 - 1:35 AM |
Re: THE TRUTH KILL'S THE HEART!
Dearest Michelle, I am so saddened and sickened for you and for Tony. This is so ugly! My heart grieves for you. For the betrayal and sorrow that this man has put you through with his own evil, selfish acts. I can't think of anything bad enough to call him so I'll just leave it there. I am thankful that Tony is in Heaven with his REAL father, who loves and cherishes him just as you do. I agree with the girls before me, do NOT let evil win. I am glad that you called the detective and I hope that they make your ex's life miserable. He will get what he deserves! I am certain of it. I suspect this will all start to fall down on him now, and one day when he leaves this earth he will have to answer to GOD while Tony looks on. I don't think he'll be kicked into HELL fast enough!!! You stay strong Michelle. It's down to a battle of good against evil, do not let evil get it's toe in your door with bad thoughts. We stand with the righteous on YOUR side. Love, Lorre For thought: This is from Ephesians 6:11 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. |
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deb
IP: 121.220.49.249 Apr 2nd, 2008 - 2:41 AM |
Re: THE TRUTH KILL'S THE HEART!
Dearest Michelle,When will it all end....i cannot imagine what u are goin through,it is beyond me how any father could have anything to do with his own sons murder.i am so very sorry that u are going through this crap i wish i was there to give u some support,it is so hard from the other side of the world,but just remember we are all here on moms for u,so take care.lots of love Deb (dwaynesmum) xxxx |
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Yvonne (Joshua Underwood's mom)
IP: 64.12.116.12 Apr 2nd, 2008 - 8:50 AM |
Re: THE TRUTH KILL'S THE HEART!
Michelle, I cannot imagine the betrayal,and rage you must feel, on top of the horrid pain of losing your Tony. You did the right thing by calling the police with this information. Tony needs you here to fight for justice for him. When you feel you cannot cope one more minute, PLEASE reach out to someone,,come here, seek counseling, you will find someone to pick you up when you cant do it yourself. May you find peace today, even if just for a blessed minute, Love you, Yvonne |
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remember me
IP: 75.142.202.31 Apr 2nd, 2008 - 12:09 PM |
Re: THE TRUTH KILL'S THE HEART!
Michelle, The truth can be so ugly, it just hurts so much...I am so sorry. |
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