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PAT-RICKYS MOM
 IP: 64.130.178.106 Mar 26, 08 - 11:54 PM |
I JUST NEED TO VENT...
HELLO MOMS...I KNOW I DON'T POST MUCH BUT I JUST HAVE TOO TONIGHT. I AM SOOO UPSET...TEARS ARE POURING DOWN MY FACE AS I TRY TO WRITE THIS...I CAN'T HARDLY SEE BUT ANYWAY MY BABY RICKY WAS SHOT AND KILLED ALONG WITH HIS FRIEND AND IT HAS BEEN 1 YEAR 9 MONTHS AND 8 DAYS AND THE M***********S THAT SHOT AND KILLED THEM ARE IN JAIL AND WE HAVE BEEN GOING TO COURT NOW ONCE A MONTH JUST TO GET TO SEE THERE NO GOOD FACES AND TO GET ANOTHER COURT DATE.I CAN'T GET ANY OF RICKYS PERSONAL BELONGINGS BECAUSE THEY ARE SEALED IN A BAG WITH EVINDENTS SOOO I HAVE ACCEPT THAT FOR NOW... DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING TO TAKE A CHANCE ON TAPERING WITH EVIDENTS....BUT I AM SOOO TIRED OF NOTHING BEING DONE AND GOING TO COURT AND WE ARE NOT SUPOSE TO EVEN SHOW ANY EMOTIONS...OK..THIS IS MY BABY THAT THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT AND IT TAKES EVERYTHING I GOT TO GET OUT OF BED EACH AND EVEVRYDAY...TO FACE REALITY THAT RICKY IS DEAD AND I HAVE TO LIVE THE REST OF MY LIFE WITHOUT MY BEAUTIFUL SON BECAUSE THESE M**********RS CHOSE TO PULL A TRIGGER AND KILL HIM, AND I AM SUPOSE TO WALK IN A COURT ROOM LIKE THERE IS NOTHING WRONG???? I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW MANY MORE TIMES I CAN KEEP ON LOOKING AT THESE B******S AND KEEP MY SELF FROM FALLING APART. I ALREADY HAVE TO TAKE A HAND FULL OF PILLS TO BE ABLE TO EVEN GO TO COURT....I JUST HAD TO GET ON HERE AND VENT...I AM SORRY THAT I UNLOADED BUT I JUST HAD TO VENT TO "MOMS" THAT UNDERSTAND....I WAS TOLD TO NIGHT THAT I HAVE TO FORGIVE THEM BEFORE I CAN ENTER THE GOLDEN GATES OF HEAVEN...WELL I AM SORRY AND I HOPE GOD WILL FORGIVE ME BUT I HATE THEM M********S THAT TOOK MY BABIES LIFE AND I HOPE AND PRAY EVERYDAY THAT THEY BURN IN ETERNITY FLAMES OF HELL....THANKS FOR LISTENING AND I AM SORRY THAT THIS TURNED OUT TO BE SOOO LONG. |
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deb (dwaynesmum)
IP: 121.220.49.249 Mar 27th, 2008 - 12:44 AM |
Re: I JUST NEED TO VENT...
Dear Pat,im hearing u we have just finished with the court system,and yeah it sucks,the animal that took my sons live got 3 yrs jail,thats it 3yrs,it kills me to think it will be out in 2 yrs walking the streets again,and yes in court we were told we wern't allowed to show any emotion or anything and yes they are talking about our babies,it is just crazy,they tell us well he is dead now, we will look at rehabillating the animal that killed him,its all about the ******* that killed him,how much they can do for him now,change his life for him.WHAT ABOUT OUR KIDS! they never had a chance,when those *******s decided to end our kids lives that was it.i will never ever forgive that animal for taking Dwaynes life and i am out for revenge and if that means i wont go to heaven than so be it.....much love to u and yr family love from Deb xoxox |
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Lorre
IP: 207.200.116.70 Mar 27th, 2008 - 3:44 AM |
Re: I JUST NEED TO VENT...
Dear Pat, You are absolutely right! The court system is awful! It victimizes the victim over and over, and over! I told my detective that I USED to have reverance for the justice system, but that was before all of this. They just make everything about legal games, as if the taking of an innocent LIFE is not what brought you all there. It sickens me. Stay as strong as you can. Remember that we all stand together. Any MOM in court has in spirit ALL of us there! Love, Lorre |
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Kayt Fossler
IP: 216.134.249.67 Mar 27th, 2008 - 8:54 AM |
Re: I JUST NEED TO VENT...
Pat, Please do not appoligise for venting to us at MOMS, for we have all been there or are going there. The system does suck, it is appolling how it treats the families of those who were murdered. My husband, a rather large fellow was surrounded by guards through out the trial. He and the grandmother of my son's best friends (also murdered) would come out of the court room everyday and burst into tears, from the pain of sitting through the horror of the trial. Because I was a witness, I had to sit outside the courtroom, day after day for three weeks not knowing what was going on and desperatly wanting to be there for my husband and for my son. The man who murdered my son could have but did not have a single soul in court for him. I guess that speaks louder than anything. May you all find some peace in knowing, justice will come, if not in this life, in the afterlife . |
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MICHELLE BROWN
IP: 64.149.29.247 Mar 27th, 2008 - 7:14 PM |
Re: I JUST NEED TO VENT...
OH MS.PAT I FEEL YOUR PAIN,I SHARE YOUR TEAR'S,IT'S BEEN A YEAR AND 10 MONTH'S FOR ME,AND I GO TO COURT EVERY MONTH ALSO TO SEE ONE OF TONY'S MURDER TO LAUGH IN MY FACE,SO I KNOW YOU ARE HURTING,I AM SORRY,I CAN'T GET TONY STUFF EITHER,IT'S BEEN A YEAR SINCE TONY MURDER WAS CAUGHT,AND NO JUSTICE,AND JUST TO THINK THAT ONE STILL WALK'S THE STREET'S EAT'S ME UP ALIVE,SO I KNOW IT'S HARD BUT THEY CAN'T WIN,GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF THESE EVIL COWARD'S,MY HEART AND PRAYER'S ARE WITH YOU,MY BABY WOULD HAVE BEEN 17 THIS YEAR,AND I MISS HIM SO SO MUCH,NOT FARE,RICKY IS WITH YOU EACH DAY,AND YOU WILL GET JUSTICE SOON!!LOVE,KISSES,TONY-MOM-MICHELLE! |
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michelle (Brandon Fluet's mom)
IP: 204.210.212.239 Mar 28th, 2008 - 7:59 AM |
Re: I JUST NEED TO VENT...
Dear sweet Pat Don't ever feel the need to apologize for venting to us. That is what we are all here for. We share in your pain, and frustration over this so called justice system, which I now despise. The whole court system and process is a slap in the face to the victims and their family's. They add insult to injury on a continual basis only to protect the rights of murdering scum. I spent 7 months back and forth into that court room having to look at the arrogant and unremoresful face of Brandon's killer and his family. Trying my best to hold my head high and keep myself from jumping over the guards and just pound the hell out of Brandon's killer. This so called justice system is a joke and it seems like our society, the prosecutors and judges have become so dissentized with violence that they just go through the motions like robots with no feelings or concerns and worse absolutly no compassion for the victims. We're invisible to them and our children are just another statistic. I love you Pat and I am here for you always. I hurt for you and feel your pain. just know that ultimatly Jr's killer will burn in Hell for what he took from you. All my love, prayers, and support Michelle (Brandon Fluet's mom) |
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connie marchant
IP: 216.166.159.185 Mar 28th, 2008 - 11:40 AM |
Re: I JUST NEED TO VENT...
Pat, I found that if I stare them down from the moment they start entering the courtroom until they are taken out, it gives me some satisfaction. I know that they know that I am staring at them and you know how creepy that feels when you think someone is staring at you! When Bianca Wilson was found guilty of tampering with evidence, or even before the trial was over, her family was starting to make a ruckus so they waited outside the courthouse and spit at everybody so we had to be escorted out the back way. The scum bags usually have scum bag relatives too! We pleaded with them to let us go past them but it didn't happen. I know one thing that when Justin's murder trial begins, I am afraid of my actions because as I sit here typing this I want them all dead!!! I was told that one of the people involved in Justin's death has a very sick baby with RSV. My reply was I don't care and maybe he will get to know what it is like to lose a child. I am horrible, this is a innocent baby. Sometimes I am so ashamed of the things I feel, I don't want to die a bitter and coldhearted old women! Thoughts & Prayers, Connie |
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remember me
IP: 75.142.202.31 Mar 28th, 2008 - 1:18 PM |
Re: I JUST NEED TO VENT...
Sometimes I just don't know what to say...I've been where you are and it so sucks. The justice system does favor the criminal. I walked away with a very bitter taste in my mouth. My son's killer served 22 months, what a dirty joke. One day those evil people will be standing before God and must defend their actions to Him. Justice will be served. |
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