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susan
 IP: 24.14.4.148 Mar 14, 08 - 1:51 AM |
mother of Catherine
I lost my daughter on September 6th 2006.I blame myself so much because i trusted her father to take care of her and he ended her life.He had no explaination to what happened to our new born little girl.You should never trust anyone and i had to learn that in this way.I am so incomplete and i dont even know how to trust my own family.I have a six year old and i am even afraid to leave her with anyone.I try to stay strong for her its just really hard to bare with losing a child. |
Cindy Eller
IP: 204.181.51.85 Mar 14th, 2008 - 8:03 AM |
Re: mother of Catherine
Susan, I am so sorry that your baby girl Catherine was taken from you it is so hard to go through this kind of pain BUT the people who kill our children are the ones to blame not us. It is natural for a mother to blame herself when it comes to trusting those with a part of her but that does not mean that those feelings are warrented. Please TRY not to blame yourself you trusted someone who you are SUPPOSED to beable to trust you had no idea that he was capable of taking your child's life did you?? Be kinder to yourself I know words are easy to say but you loved Catherine and you were not the one to take her life the guilt lies within the person that physically took her life. You are in the prayers of all mother's who have lost children. And I promise you that Catherine is being rocked by many of these mother's children, being held and loved by the best of God's Angels until God tells you to come and hold your child again. Love Cindy Monica's Mom |
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MICHELLE BROWN
IP: 70.134.204.74 Mar 14th, 2008 - 8:05 AM |
Re: mother of Catherine
OH SUSAN I AM SO SORRY,I FEEL YOUR PAIN,I LET MY SON TONY VISIT HIS DAD IN N.O.,LA.,TRUSTING THAT HE WAS GOING TO TAKE CARE OF MY 15 YEAR OLD,ONLY TO KNOW THAT HE WAS NOT THE FATHER I THOUGHT HE WAS,HE PUT MY CHILD IN HARM'S WAY,AND IT COST ME MY CHILD LIFE,MY BABY WAS KIDNAPPED,BEATEN AND TROWED IN A WOODEN AREA 2FEET FROM TONY'S FATHER BACKYARD,NEVER DID HIS FATHER SEARCH FOR MY BABY OR NOTHING,SO I KNOW YOUR PAIN,I DON'T TRUST ANY ONE BUT GOD RIGHT,MY MOM'S ON HERE IS MY NEW FAMILY,I KNOW IN MY HEART WE HURT EACH OTHER,BECAUSE WE CARRY A PAIN THAT WANT'S US TO LOVE,I BLAME MY SELF EACH DAY,WHY?HOW?THESE WORD'S ARE STUCK IN MY BRAIN,CAN'T UNDERSTAND HOW I TRUST TO LEAVE MY SON WITH HIS FATHER,BECAUSE I NEVER PARTED FROM ANY OF MY KID'S,BUT I THOUGHT I WAS DOING THE RIGHT THING,MY PRAYER'S ARE WITH YOU ALSO,I AM SO TIERD,MY BODY IS WORN DOWN FROM WORRING,SO PLEASE KNOW THAT I KNOW IT HURT'S,BUT TRY TO GET SOME REST AND NOT GET OVERSTRESSED LIKE ME,HUG'S!! |
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remember me
IP: 75.142.202.31 Mar 14th, 2008 - 12:57 PM |
Re: mother of Catherine
Susan, I am so sorry for your loss, I too know the horror of losing a child to the murdering hands of a relative. My 21 year old son was shot in the back by a "cousin". Not only do we have to bare the loss of our children, we have to bare the loss of the world as we knew it. Every belief I ever held about my relatives I now know is untrue. They are dirty people. Your daughter was just a tiny baby, she had no time at all, and at the hands of her father? OMG Susan, he'll be standing before God one day and he'd better have answers then! |
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susan
IP: 24.14.4.148 Mar 14th, 2008 - 6:20 PM |
Re: mother of Catherine
The comment brought me to tears but i thankyou so much.I am very sorry that our children are not where they are suppost to be and that here with us.God bless their little souls. |
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Angie-Eugene's Mom
IP: 70.190.217.121 Mar 14th, 2008 - 7:49 PM |
Re: mother of Catherine
I am so sorry to hear about your daughter Catherine. My heart and prayers go out to you. Stay strong. You are not alone. All of us MOMS feel your pain. God Bless You Always. |
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