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Vickie Springer/Andre\\\\\'s mom
 IP: 12.218.106.240 Mar 6, 08 - 11:54 AM |
Five months
Its been five months today since my son was murdered!It occured to me this morning how I have this new measure of time.How every month that now passes is a measure of how long my son has been gone.How long that life is just a big count down until I can be with him again!I no longer count months of the year from January on its now months since he died!Life feels like it just stands still for me now and every thing and everyone around me are all just moving on without me.I see them moving I know time passes yet I just feel that I am just in the same place.Life just stopped 4 me when my baby left me!He had so much left 2 do.He was only 17!You b*****d you took the grandchildren I should have had away,you took the wedding he should have had,his auto boby shop he wanted 2 open.His baby brother was only 2 he won't remember him because of you! Andre' loved his brothers and sisters.He was the oldest of 6.His baby sister is 3 she cries 4 him every day!Do you know what you took from us?Why didn't you just kill me I'm dead inside now anyway!Yet,you think you got away with it that no one knows who did this!THEY WILL!!!!Forgive me moms I lost it a little just so mad and miss him so much! |
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MICHELLE BROWN
IP: 70.134.207.130 Mar 6th, 2008 - 4:46 PM |
Re: Five months
OH VICKIE I AM SO SORRY YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN,I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL,WHEN TONY DIED,I WAS COUNTING MONTH'S DAY'S,WEEK'S ANY DAY OF THE WEEK JUST TO SEE IF MY BABY WAS COMING HOME,NO TONY!!I WAS SO MADLY IN PAIN,I SCREAM EVERY DAY,I FEEL YOUR HURT,MY BABY WOULD HAVE BEEN 17 THIS YEAR,AND IN THE 11 GRADE,WHAT THE H***!NOT FARE AT ALL!!YOU ARE IN MY HEART,AGAIN I AM SO SORRY!! |
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joann hubert mom
IP: 69.31.156.48 Mar 6th, 2008 - 9:57 PM |
Re: Five months
vickie it is the same way for me people come an go but time stand still for us hubert would be 21 this yearwe will not get to see grandchildren,i just count the days ,that turn into months,will be a year soon i am not looking for that day to come ,you all are in my prayers love joann. |
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remember me
IP: 75.142.202.31 Mar 7th, 2008 - 10:16 AM |
Re: Five months
Hi Vickie! It will be 3 years since my son's death next month (April). Everything is before or after Mark's death. It just breaks my heart to have to live this way. |
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Bette
IP: 216.237.180.2 Mar 7th, 2008 - 3:04 PM |
Re: Five months
Vicki, It will be 8 months on 3/13/08 since my son was killed he was only 15 y/o. I think of those things all the time, I'll never see him learn to drive, I'll never see him go to his proms, or graduate high school, I'll never see him fall in love, get married, have his own little babies, I'll never have any grand babies by my baby. He too wanted to become a car mechanic it was a dream of him and one of his best friends, they were going to open up their own shop one day! Every day I think of what I'll be missing because someone took his life in their own hands, how dare they or he or whoever as we have no suspects or witnesses or anything. I do understand the pain you are going thru each and every day. Only thing keeping me going is my other 2 boys. I know they need me and i pray every night to God to keep me strong, to give me the strength to make it thru each day. I wish I knew how to comfort you, but just know that you have friends here who care and who understand how your heart is broken. Please remember you are not alone and always have somewhere to go and have shoulders to cry on. Bette Timmy's mom |
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