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Darien Russell, Keara's Mom
 IP: 4.88.118.118 Feb 27, 08 - 10:29 PM |
Anybody else up I need some help.
I am once again trying to sleep and I feel so down and hopeless. I don't know if I can continue all the many things life is piling up om me especially my daughter's keara's murder almost 2 years a go > i feel I'm fighting a losing battle with my grief health finances and jus losing the will to keep on. I really dom't know what to do but I just so want out. I'm too tired, to keep up a fight for a life that has lost it's quaility. |
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Kay mom of Joshua Delaney
IP: 75.70.88.218 Feb 28th, 2008 - 12:31 AM |
Re: Anybody else up I need some help.
Hey Darien, dont let Keara's murderer/s have won it all. Not only have they taken your daughter, but now you will have let them make you lose your will to live as well. I am SURE Keara would not want that for her momma. She wants you to fight and keep on fighting no matter how long it takes. Our children did not choose to leave this life and neither should we. I know the feelings of desparation and not wanting to go on, but refuse to give in to them. If you do the DEVILS have won. Don't give up Darien, keep fighting against all odds and although I often feel as though I take two steps forward, then ten back, I keep on putting one foot in front of the other, for me, my other children, my granddaughter, and last but not least for my murdered son who would not have it any other way. I know this because this is what I taught him as well. My prayers go out to you as you are in what we call the valley. There is going down into the valley, there is the floor of the valley and then there is the climb up out of the valley. Rest on the floor for awhile and then start the climb up, you may get knocked down, but rest and keep on climbing Darien. luv to you Kay |
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Angie-Eugene's Mom
IP: 70.190.217.121 Feb 28th, 2008 - 9:54 AM |
Re: Anybody else up I need some help.
Hi Darien, Please stay strong. I know how hard that is to do. But don't let these son of ******* let them win. You need to live for Keara. That is what she wants you to do. I also feel like I take two steps forward and twenty back! I just keep wondering why after this awful journey that we are going thru more **** keeps happening to us. I often stand in the middle of my room and just scream at God, "When are things going to get better?" "What do you want from me?" "What is it that you want me to do?" But when I am feeling like giving up I just start thinking of my son Gene. I see him looking at me and telling me "Mom, please don't give up. You need to go on for me and my sisters. Where's that strong women that I called Mom?" My heart and prayers are with you always Darien. You are not alone. We are here to walk this journey with you. Lots of hugs to you. |
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jan
IP: 86.22.135.217 Feb 28th, 2008 - 3:15 PM |
Re: Anybody else up I need some help.
thinking of you as i read what the lovely people said . dont think you are on your own your not. people care about you love be with you xxxx |
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