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Michelle Dye (Brandon Fluet\'s mom)
 IP: 64.12.116.12 Dec 21, 07 - 7:56 AM |
when, when, when will this pain stop
hello mom's i'm having an extremely difficult time right now and just need to unload..i'm so very grateful for you all and for this means of expressing the pain, hurt and emptiness i know we all feel. i do wish for you all a blessed, safe, and happy holiday season. this time of year is very hard for me. i'm always missing Brandon, but lately its alot more than just missing him. it's wanting so desperatly to just be with him one more time, to hold onto him, look into his eyes, see that beautiful, loving, giving smile that could melt the best of hearts. i know i have 3 other children who need me, but it's so hard to see their pain, suffering, and grief over the loss of their brother. knowing in the deepest part of my heart and wishing to God it had been my life that ended that night and not Brandon's. i just don't want to go on anymore without him. why? why? why? can't i get better!!! i'm trying my best to live my life in memory, and honor of Brandon's sacrifice. but i just don't feel like i'm or my life is, was, or could ever be worth the murder of my son. i love all you ladies dearly and am so thankful for your love and support. peace, love, and happiness to you all michelle dye (Brandon Fluet's mom) |
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joann hubert mom
IP: 69.31.155.253 Dec 21st, 2007 - 7:04 PM |
Re: when, when, when will this pain stop
michelle,please know god your pain he see every tears that fall, he watches over us it"s hard to deal with hope with time we will feel a little less pain. loljoann hubert mom |
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deb(dwaynesmum)
IP: 124.176.145.102 Dec 22nd, 2007 - 2:50 AM |
Re: when, when, when will this pain stop
hi michelle,there are no words,nothing because i feel the same as u,i really dont think it gets any easier i really dont,dwayne has only been gone for nearly 7 months and i am dead inside and out i cant breath,nobody understands except of course the moms but nothing can make life better except our sons walking back in the door,but thats not going to happen.LIFE AS WE KNEW IT IS OVER,will it get better NO i dont think so,IS THIS HOW IT WILL BE EVERDAY FROM NOW ON? YES i think this is as good as it will ever be.AND YES THAT SUCKS...lots of love to u and yr family,try to have a merry christmas (although i know u will be acting) but just try to get through it.much love to u all love deb xxxxx |
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