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Michele (Raymund Mom)
 IP: 24.207.175.10 Dec 8, 07 - 4:15 AM |
Going through the Motions
I miss my son Raymund,,sometimes i think i hear him calling me but when i answer no one answers,,I am not feeling this holiday,, I have manage to put the tree up but my oldest granddaughter will decorate it,,she is 8 and her name is Raymunda,,she is special because when she was born i was there and Raymund cut the cord she is the first born I also have 3 other grandchildren and i love all of them in a special way,,just looking at my grandson sometimes Jyree has so many traits of Raymund i just laugh,,this will be my first Christmas without Raymund,,I sometimes feel like giving up and i get the strenght to go on,,I think that is Raymund pushing me to move on,,I miss Raymund like crazy,,I know he is in heaven with his grandmother and they are both watching over me but the pain is still there,,People that have lost children tell me it takes time to heal,,but i will make it through this and live again,,I must stay strong for the grandkids as they need me,,so i am giving it all i have...I am praying for all the moms and it so great to have people that understand my feelings and what i am going through..Hugs and kisses to all the moms..... |
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Micki Gordon
IP: 76.235.47.139 Dec 8th, 2007 - 7:57 AM |
Re: Going through the Motions
Hi Michele, I am so sorry. Christmas is pure agony. This is my first one too, my son has only been gone 5 weeks. Since his murder we have had my daughter, his sisters' 8th birthday, Thanksgiving, his own daughter's 2nd birthday, another sister's is coming up Dec 21, Christmas and NY on the way. I just want to breathe! Enough with all the extras that I have to fake through for other people. If it weren't for my 2 little girls ( 8 and 4) I would not celebrate the holiday this yr. How long has it been for you? I hope Raymund continues to give you strength. Micki, Justin's mom |
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alee/joshua bunton's mom
IP: 65.104.144.11 Dec 9th, 2007 - 1:50 AM |
Re: Going through the Motions
Hi mom's i too am hating to see the holidays because josh would have turn 20yrs old this year on christmas eve. It's been 8mos since my baby was murder and the first time i can't run from it anymore.This is our reality a whole lot of first yet none of these bring me joy like his first steps or his first day of school.These first just bring gloom and sadness cause he never got a chance to see his daughter or to see her first christmas, |
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