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michelle brown
 IP: 70.136.53.162 Dec 7, 07 - 8:56 AM |
"ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS MY TONY"
HELLO MOM'S WELL I AM SO LOSS,I FEEL SO SAD,MY HEART IS BREAKING INTO A MILLON PIECES WHAT'S LEFT OF IT,THE CLOSER CHRISTMAS GET'S THE SADER I FEEL,PEOPLE SMILING,LAUGHING,SHOPPING,ME I AM MOVING IN A SLOW PACE,I WISH CHRISTMAS JUST PASS ME BY,I AM USE TO SHOPPING FOR ALL THREE OF MY BOY'S NOW TWO,MY BOY'S DON'T EVEN WANT TO MUCH ,JUST THERE BROTHER SOMETHING I WISH WE COULD HAVE!!MOM'S THIS IS THE HARDEST THING A MOTHER CAN GO THROUGH,IF I COULD TALK TO MY SON ONE MORE TIME ,I WOULD TELL HIM I LOVE HIM SO MUCH,AND THAT I WISH THIS NEVER HAPPEN THIS WAY,AND THAT I THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME A BEAUTIFUL SON NAMED TONY...MOM'S ALL I DO IS CRY I AM NOT FOCUS AT ALL JUST WANT TO ROLL UP IN A BALL AND DON'T GET UP,I KNOW I AM NOT ALONE,PEOPLE ASK MICHELLE WANT TO YOU WANT FOR CHRISTMAS I JUST LOOK AND SAY MY SON,THAT'S ALL NOTHING ELSE MATTER'S,I AM TRYING TO GIVE MY SON'S A HAPPY HOILDAY,HOW CAN I?HOW DO YOU START WHEN THE PAIN IS RIGHT THERE IN YOUR FACE?LOVE TONY MOM,MICHELLE! |
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Bette
IP: 216.237.180.2 Dec 7th, 2007 - 12:00 PM |
Re: "ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS MY TONY"
Oh God Michelle, I know how you feel. I walk thru the stores like a zombie, I tell everyone, no gifts please this year, I can't do it, just my one sis and my sons, I think thye will get mostly cash. I can't go into the stores and see everyone's joy when my heart has been torn to pieces, and then Tim's birthday I can't even fathom how I'm going to make it thru all this. Then my car broke down this week, I had a nasty detective on the phone when I was looking for my son's detective, I'm just so sick of it all and so heartbroken about how things are going and how cold people can be. I have no holiday cheer. I'm just trying to get by it for my other sons. Bottom line, I'm a mess and I'll never feel the same way, Christmas will never be the same without my sweetie pie, my baby cake, my Timmy, he was my heart and soul. I miss him so much, I know the pain all you moms feel. I know it, I feel it. I pray to God everynight to keep me strong, I will also pray for you all too to stay strong. Bette Timmy's mom |
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deb(dwaynesmum)
IP: 124.176.145.102 Dec 7th, 2007 - 5:53 PM |
Re: "ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS MY TONY"
michelle,bette and all the moms,no words can describe what we are going through,and nobody (if they havent experienced it) will ever no how we feel,YES we are heart broken,nothing else matters,no christmas no easter no holidays,nothing matters,we just want our kids back home.How do we get through this I JUST DONT NO,the only thing i do know is that nobody understands,they really dont.Only us mums here on this site truly no the meaning of broken hearted.all i can say is although we are worlds apart we are joined by the brutal murders of our sons and just knowing that we understand,and that we are here for each other will help us get through...remember u are all in my thoughts are prayers always,god bless our children... love deb (dwaynes mum) xxxx |
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