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Angie-Eugene's Mom
 IP: 70.190.217.121 Dec 5, 07 - 11:48 AM |
It Hurts!
Hi Moms, I have been dreading for this month to come. Gene's birthday is the 9th of this month and this is going to be my first Christmas without him. I have been crying since the 1st and I have not been out of my house. I wake up crying and I go to bed crying. I cry while sitting watching tv. The tears are just flowing thru me and I can't make them stop. I feel sick and I just want my son back! I have been offered a job and I don't know if I can make that commitment. I am so scared. I have been pondering this decision since last Friday and I need to let them know by this week. Please send me some prayers my way. So confused. So tired. I hate this feeling!!! I miss my son sooo much. Thank you Moms. God Bless you all.My prayers are with all of you. |
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michelle brown
IP: 70.253.62.244 Dec 5th, 2007 - 5:21 PM |
Re: It Hurts!
HELLO ANGIE,I FEEL YOUR PAIN,I FEEL THE SAME WAY,I AM WORKING BUT ON MY JOB I AM NUMB,I SEE AND I DON'T SEE,I AM WISHING THIS HOILDAY PASS ME BY,I AM SLOW QUIET,SAD,AND ANGRY,SO I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL,WITH THE JOB LET GOD LEAD YOU,TALK TO HIM TELL HIM HOW YOU FEEL HE KNOW'S IF ANY BODY CAN RELATE IT IS TRULY GOD,CRY LET IT OUT,GOD WILL TALK TO YOUR HEART TO DO WHAT IT IS TO DO FOR YOUR SELF,I AM SO SORRY,THESE HOILDAY'S ARE SO HARD FOR ALL OF US,I WISH WE COULD SEE OUR CHILDREN ONCE MORE,BUT KNOW THAT WE WILL ONE DAY IN HEAVEN,I PRAY PEACE FOR YOU,AND YOU ARE NOT ALONG,LOVE TONY'S MOM,MICHELLE!! |
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alee/josh's mom
IP: 65.104.144.11 Dec 6th, 2007 - 2:05 AM |
Re: It Hurts!
I truely understand how you feel it's been 8mos since Josh was murder and am just starting to realize it's real.Joshua birthday is christmas eve so am going thru so many first all at one time 1st birthday/1st christmas and it hurts like hell.Somedays i just want to give up yet i feel like josh wont let so i put on that fake smile and go thru the motions. |
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Angie-Eugene's Mom
IP: 70.190.217.121 Dec 6th, 2007 - 6:33 PM |
Re: It Hurts!
Thank You Michele and Alee. |
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deb(dwaynesmum)
IP: 124.176.145.102 Dec 7th, 2007 - 2:10 AM |
Re: It Hurts!
hi angie,i feel the same way,i dont know how we are getting through this,because i just want to die so i can be with dwayne again,but i need to be here for my other kids,although bradley is 25 and leisa is nearly 22 and they dont live with me,but i have kiara she is only 14 and i know she needs me they all need me,i know that,and thats all that is keeping me here.i miss dwayne so much that it is killing me inside.we go to work pretending that we are doing ok,but it is just a big act,really we are screaming inside for our sons that have been taken from us,christmas will never be the same ever again,life will never be the same.follow your heart with the new job,as i know how hard it will be for u,but yes it hurts, really hurts may god watch over all our kids in heaven and on earth,while we mothers struggle to get through each day.much love and prayers love from deb xxxx |
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