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Kayt Fossler
 IP: 216.134.249.67 Dec 4, 07 - 7:57 AM |
Yet Another meltdown
It's been quite some time since I have posted. I do come on and read the posts and my heat goes out to all the new moms who have found themselves on this heartbreaking journey. I have been traveling down this road for over 5 years now and thought I was doing exceptionally well but even after 5 years I have had yet another meltdown. The holidays just seem to be able to sneak up on us and then something as simple or complex as another childs wedding can bring you to your knees. I have been requested to make my oldest sons wedding cake (his second) and I just burst out in tears. I should be making Wes's cake I should be helping Wes, but I can't because he's gone, because in one split second my life was changed forever, when his life was taken. I have come a long way, I have crawled, walked and screamed through the different stages of grief and even though I do see my own progress and healing, I do have setbacks. The setbacks don't last as long, I don't hide in bed for days anymore but they can still take me to my knees. So ladies, you have just joined us, please know there are those out here that know what you are going through and are praying for you. I can say it does get better but it takes time and there will always be set backs but I can also tell you we never forgEt those presious ones that we have lost, never ever and they will always be wrapped around our hearts. Kayt, Wes Matheson's mom |
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Michele (Raymund Mom)
IP: 24.207.175.10 Dec 4th, 2007 - 6:31 PM |
Re: Yet Another meltdown
Hello Kayt,, Thank you for the encouraging words, I am so glad to be around moms that understand what I am going through, instead of people saying I know what you mean..I guess in time it does get easier to carry that burden, I tell Raymund all the time you are gone but never forgotten he always has a place in my heart,,and one day we will meet again,,and i will be able to hold my son and look into his face...It is so hard for me now, I thought i was going crazy because for 2 weeks I could not cry,,but Raymund was always on my mind,,I really miss him...And now im soon facing another Holiday.God will see me through and also my sister moms will also be their for me .. |
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