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Beverly Leah\'s mom
IP: 98.160.152.224 Nov 29, 07 - 1:31 AM |
Sorry, seems like I've been lost...
I'm so sorry that I haven't had the capabilty to respond to some of the new moms, and post, or talk to you old friends who have supported me so much. I am in a state of numbness. I have been in a bitter war with my 15 yr old daughter, just to get her to go to school....she is threatening that she is going to visit leah soon, that she doesnt feel a part of this family, or any other anymore. She cried horribly last nite, and there was such a scene in our front yard, I just don't have the strength anymore. I know she is emotional, due to hormones, and age, but the constant bickering between her and i, no school, bickering between myself and fiance for her not making school, due to her disabling asthma and anxiety atacks due to ptsd, it is killing me. I am so sorry that I have not been here to support you all, but you are all, and will all be in my thoughts, and prayers, all of you sister moms...whose lives have been destroyed by horrible people. I am just going through another road block I guess, and hoping it will end soon. God bless you all Beverly, My darling LEah's momma |
deb
IP: 124.176.233.133 Nov 29th, 2007 - 4:36 AM |
Re: Sorry, seems like I've been lost...
hi beverly,you take all the time u need,this road we are walking down is a tough one,i to have a daughter 14 she is going through her own hell at the moment,i dont know how to help her,she wants to die,if u read some of dwaynes tributes u will see the ones kiara (his sister has put on there) and it is really scary,i dont know what to do ,she wont talk to me she came home from school the other day with a burn on her arm,i think she really wants to hurt herself,i am at my wits end....i heard from the police today and the trial date is set for 29th jan,i just want to curl up in a ball and die myself,so i know exactly how u feel.you stay strong u will get through this tough time (well thats what they tell me anyway lol) i can only hope that there is a light at the end of that tunnel because for us mums it doesnt seem like there is.well just know that i am thinking of u and the rest of the family,love from deb(dwaynesmum) mothers joined in grief xxxxxx |
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