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Michele (Raymund Mom)
 IP: 24.207.175.10 Nov 26, 07 - 2:17 PM |
2months on the 25th of November
I can only say it is hard to get on with my life after someone so precious to me was taken from me,,I still see the images of my son standing in the kitchen, coming through the door or just sitting talking with me,,it does not seem real that Raymund is not here with me. I cry most of the time and often i cry myself to sleep, i often feel like a zoombie that is trapped and can not find my way out. This is one of the hardest things i have had to deal with, sometimes i just want to sleep the time away and not face the world,, I know Raymund is in a better place but i miss him like crazy,, i am trying to get my life in order but really i just go through the motions ..Sometimes i feel like i hear Raymund talking with me but i know that is my mind playing tricks on me, or maybe im going crazy.. I am trying my best to deal with this pain but it seems to get worst as days go by,, |
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joann hubert mom
IP: 69.31.155.253 Nov 26th, 2007 - 5:23 PM |
Re: 2months on the 25th of November
no you are not crazy michele.life have its up an down .god lets you hear your precious son .you have to know that our sons-daughters are with god i too long for my son hubert only been in hevan. gust 3 months-an twenty six days he was murder july 27 2007tommorrow will be four month i had a dream about hubert two days a go he hud a dig smile on his face he was just standing thair with out saying a word we will get comfort nowing god will see us.thru the storm.an pain we indure our life will never be the same.no matter how outhers see us. may god give comfort. all of us are praying .for one another.loljoann hubert mom |
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Bette
IP: 216.237.180.2 Nov 27th, 2007 - 8:39 AM |
Re: 2months on the 25th of November
I'm sorry for your loss. My son it's only be 4 months 11/13. His b/d is coming up New Year's Eve he would have been Sweet 16. The best thing is to talk to other moms like us here to help you thru it. There are days that I don't think I can ever make it thru life without my baby. He was shot in the back of his head just walking home from the store and the monster is still walking the streets. I cry myself to sleep still every night. Some days in the middle of the day, or some little thing, just sets me off. It could be a toy, or a picture, or just a song. You are not alone, and that is the best advice I can say at this moment. |
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deb
IP: 124.176.233.133 Nov 29th, 2007 - 4:42 AM |
Re: 2months on the 25th of November
i too feel the same way michele,my son dwayne was murdered 6 months ago and feel the same way u do,i dont think i can live life without him,this is a crazy sick world we live in,i dont know that i want to be a part of it,just know that u are in our thoughts and prayers.love deb (dwaynesmum) |
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alee/josh's mom
IP: 65.104.144.11 Dec 6th, 2007 - 2:14 AM |
Re: 2months on the 25th of November
I HATE SAYING I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL CAUSE NONE OF US SHOULD BE FEELING LIKE THIS.AM SO ANGERY ALL THE TIME I ASK WHY MY SON SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS CAUSE THEIR IS NOONE TO ANSWER THAT QUESTION EXCEPT HIS KILLERS AND THEY HAVE NOT BEEN BROUGHT TO JUSTICE, SO I WALK AROUND LIKE A ZOOMBIE WHO DON'T KNOW WHICH WAY TO GO |
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