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michelle brown
 IP: 70.134.207.134 Nov 20, 07 - 10:18 AM |
THANKSGIVING BLUES!!
HELLO MOM'S,WELL I AM GOING THU THE THANSGIVING BLUES,THIS IS TONY'S FAVORITE HOILDAY BESIDES CHRISTMAS,WELL ME & THE BOY'S WILL LIGHT A CANDLE IN HONOR OF TONY,AND I WILL TRY TO COOK ALL HIS FAVORITES!!THE CLOSER IT GET'S I FEEL SO SLOW TO DO ANY THING,I SEE PEOPLE SHOPPING TALKING ABOUT FAMILY,SMILING,ME NO WORD'S,JUST TRYING TO FIT IN,LORD THIS HURT'S,CAN I PULL IT OFF,WELL I WILL GIVE IT MY ALL WHAT'S LEFT OF IT!!I REMEMBER I USE TO BE ALL IN THE HOILDAY'S,NOW THESE MURDER'S MADE ME FEEL LIKE THEY STOLE ALL MY JOY NOW I REALLY DON'T CARE FOR ANY HOILDAY'S ANY MORE,BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THEM FOR MY OTHER TWO BOY'S,THEY ARE SAD NOW ALSO,LORD PLEASE HELP US!!MOM'S I WISH YOU ALL THE BLESSING'S IN THE WORLD FOR THE HOILDAY'S!!GOD BLESS YOU ALL,I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH,YOU ALL ARE MY STRENGH!!LOVE TONY'S-MOM!! |
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Bette
IP: 216.237.180.2 Nov 20th, 2007 - 3:13 PM |
Re: THANKSGIVING BLUES!!
I am so with you. I feel the same way, I hate going into the stores all the holiday bustling going on, I feel like crying I almost did today, I just got out of there as quick as I could. Life will never be the same. Bette Timmy's Mom |
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Betsy
IP: 209.68.140.250 Nov 21st, 2007 - 4:27 PM |
Re: THANKSGIVING BLUES!!
I understand so well. The world goes on around you and I try to engage and look normal when all I can really think about is that my youngest daughter Mary will no longer be at the Thanksgiving table with her sisters, daughter and family. It's like I live in a world surrounded by people who have not been touched by tragedy. I know that is not true but the holidays make you believe otherwise. It just takes a lot of effort to put one foot in front of the other and to remember that my living family needs me to be whole. So to all of you who know the energy it takes to keep moving forward my blessings go out to each of you at difficult time of Thanksgiving. |
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Karen Wes's mom
IP: 75.162.107.150 Nov 22nd, 2007 - 11:47 AM |
Re: THANKSGIVING BLUES!!
The first time I left the house after Wesley was murdered I could not believe the cars I saw that had people driving them as if nothing has happened. I saw the world through different eyes. Forever changed. I was sitting at a black jack table one night and thought "these people don't know they are sitting next to the mother of a murdered son". I have thoughts of wearing a sign saying: "Hug your Kid. Mine was Murdered" I feel like I will always be sad. Loosing my son is not anything I will ever get over. I remind people that they should be glad they are not me. Wes was stabbed to death July 19, 2004. For a while when friends called to ask me how I was doing I answered with "well, I'm still the mom of a dead kid." Maybe it was rude, but hey, if they didn't want to hear then they shouldn't of asked me. It's my world now. I understand your thoughts. So do the other mom's here. Perfectly. Even though we don't feel like it, sometimes we can pull it off and blend in. (I get my strength from these mom's too) Karen Wes's mom |
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TERRY{CEDRIC\'S}MOM
IP: 69.153.221.50 Nov 23rd, 2007 - 12:22 AM |
Re: THANKSGIVING BLUES!!
Michelle I know how you feel and I wish it was something I could do to help you because you and the other Michele have been very helpful to me and I thnk you and her so much God bless you both and Michelle just know that our boys are in Heaven with God and having fun and I just know that they are smileing down and saying to God Thank you my Father for the Moms you pick for US! And My sister Karen we sound just a like I also have thoughts of wearing a sign saying: "Hug your Kid and tell them you love them everyday I did and it will make you feel good to let them know that and help you to know that they love you too because some evil"Ass" person Murdered mine and also I think we all feel like we will always be sad and all I do is remind people that they should be glad they are not me and to always kiss,hug there kids and tell them you love them because me and my kids always tell each other I love you and give each other a hug and I'm glad we do because you never know when that will be the last time you see them. Sorry for the long story and knid of repeating myself But Michelle,Karen and the other moms I tell you I am happy to have you'll in my life I wouldn't make it without God and you'all I love you all my sister moms and I'm sending you all a big hug and lots of love and also I'm sending all of our Angels and our father God a big hug,kiss,all my love. R.I.P TO ALL OF OUR ANGEL'S WE MISS,LOVE YOU ALL..Terry{Cedric's}MOM |
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joann hubert mom
IP: 69.31.155.253 Nov 23rd, 2007 - 5:12 PM |
Re: THANKSGIVING BLUES!!
YES THIS IS A THANKSGIVING BLUES, FOR ALL OF US I GET VERRY SAD WHEN I SEE GRANDMOTHERS WITH NEW BABYS I GET SAD MY SON ALL WAYS WANTED CHILDREN OF HIS OWN NOW HE WILL NEVER HAVE THIM.THANKSGIVING.WAS VERY VERY SAD FOR ME HAD TO GO IN THE BATHROOM AFTER PRAYER AN CRY I CRY FOR MY SON DAILY WHEN WILL THE TEARS DRI UP I OUR LIVES WILL NEVERS BE THE SAME WE WILL ALWAYS HAVE EMPTY SPACE IN OUR HEART THAT LONG FOR OUR CHILDRENS LOL JOANN HUBERT MOM AN LAST BUT NOT LEASE PRAYERS |
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darlenejames@wildblue.net
IP: 75.106.164.244 Dec 1st, 2007 - 8:54 PM |
Re: THANKSGIVING BLUES!!
I'm a litle late. Please talk to me! My son was murdrered!I'm afraid i cant live no longer! |
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michelle brown
IP: 64.149.30.168 Dec 1st, 2007 - 9:18 PM |
Re: THANKSGIVING BLUES!!
hello,you have to know that taking your life won't bring your angel back,my heart goes out to you,i felt like that many day's,often lately,but god told me to be still,i have a plan for your life,i loss my son,i will carry you through,as a mother to another i know very how you feel,losing tony has really been a struggle for me,but i have to fight for my other 2 boy's,hold tight in your heart your angel memories,believe me no one can take that away from you,cry if you have to,your tear's are a river of water that will flow to your angel heart,i am sorry,but know you are not along,this is a safe place where all of us mom's understand!!dear heaverly father touch this mom right now,let her know you will carry her through,this pain is hard on her father,touch her father,give her piece,you have the power lord to deal will the evil one who then this to her child!you have the last word father!darlene i send you love right now,your angel is with you,love tony's mom,michelle!! |
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joann hubert mom
IP: 69.31.155.253 Dec 1st, 2007 - 10:53 PM |
Re: THANKSGIVING BLUES!!
to darlene my name is joann my son to was murder july 27 2007. please do not think that please call on the name of god.all the moms hear long to see thair angels. we will see thim in heaven.so please pray ask god to see you thru.we will pray for you i know its.hard you have so much to live for.your angel would not like you to do that.please be strong if you need some one to lean on i will be hear for you .god please see my sister thru this god give her pease that passes.all understanding god in your name aman lol joann |
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