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TERRY{CEDRIC'S}MOM
 IP: 69.153.221.50 Oct 17, 07 - 8:40 PM |
SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE YOU M
HELLO MT SISTER MOMS I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN WRITING BUT IT'S BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN SO SICK I HAVE TRIED TO KILL MYSELF BECAUSE I FEEL SO LOST WITHOUT MY SON WHO MADE MY SMILE JUST BY THE SOUND OF HIS VOICE BUT THAT HAS BEEN TAKEND AWAY FOR ME BY SOME NOGOOD NOLIFE AND ALSO I DO COME AND READ AND I FEEL LIKE WE HAVE OTHER'S COMING ON OUR SITE, SAYING BAD THINGS TO SOME OF OUR NEW MOTHERS THAT IS VERY HURTING AND I CAN NOT HANDLE THAT IT HURTS ME TO SEE THAT WE HAVE OTHERS THAT COME ON THIS SITE WERE SOME OF US WHO LOST OUR BABIES DO THEY NOT UNDERSTAND THAT THEY COULD SAY SOMETHING SO HURTFUL THAT IT COULD MAKE A MOM GO AND KILL HERSELF HOW SAD IT THAT WE HAVE ALREADY HAD OUR BABIES MURDER AND NOW WE HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THE PLACE WE COME TO GET HELP. SO I ASK ALL PLEASE DON'T COME TO THIS SITE TO MAKE A MOM FEEL BAD SHE ALREADY DO SHE HAS LOT HER CHILD AND ALSO THE SWEET PERSON MRS.Debbie Wiley THAT MADE THIS SITE DID NOT MAKE THIS SITE TO MAKE ANYONE FEEL BAD BUT SHE DID IT TO HELP OTHER'S BECAUSE SHE KNOWS HOW IT FEEL TO HAVE YOUR CHILD MURDER THAT IS WHAT THIS SITE IS FOR HELP AND NOTTHING ELSE SO IF YOU ARE NOT HER BECAUSE YOU NEED HELP ARE FEEL LIKE GOD HAS PUT IT IN YOUR HEART TO HELP SOMEONE THEN YOU NEED TO NOT POST PLEASE AND I AM NOT SAYING THIS BECAUSE I HAVE A BAD BACK GROUND AS A MOTHER I DO NOT AND MY SON WAS MURDER ON THE 01/03/07 AND I HAVE NEVER AND I DO MEAN NEVER BEEN TO JAIL FOR ANYTHING AND I HAVE ALWAY'S HELP OTHER AND THAT'S WHAT WE SHOULD DO THE WORST THING I HAVE EVER DID WAS CHEAT ON A MAN THAT CHEATED ON ME FRIST AND I THINK GOD THAT I HAD CHANGED AND GROWN UP AND KNOW NOW THAT IF SOMEONE CHEAT'S ON YOU DON'T GET THEM BACK JUST GET OUT AND KNOW I DIDN'T START MAKING A CHANGE BECAUSE MY SON WAS MURDER I CHANGED YEARS AGO BUT MY REASON FOR MY POST WAS BECAUSE I WOULD LIKE ALL MY SISTER TO WISH MY SON A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN HE WAS BORN OCT.18/1986 AND MURDER 1/3/07 THIS IS MY FIRST B-DAY WITHOUT HIM AND HE WAS MY SUNSHINE AND WE ALWAYS TALKED AND HUGED,SAID I LOVE YOU AND HE ALWAY MADE ME SMILE I DON'T REALLY SMILE ANYMORE WHEN I DO IT'S FAKE I MISS MT BABY BUT I KNOW YOU ALL KNOW HOW I FEEL BECAUSE YOU ALL FEEL THE SAME PAIN I FEEL AND ALSO I WOULD LIKE TO THANK Michele Vorndran,MICHELLE BROWN,Kay,Beverly Ribaudo,Deb,Randi,PAT AND ALL MY OTHER SISTER MOMS WHO HAD ME IN YOUR PRAYERS I LOVE YOU ALL SOMUCH FOR SHOWING ME LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING GOD KNOWS I WE ALL NEED EACH OTHER SORRY THAT I HAVE BEEN SO SICK THAT I DIDN'T ALWAY'S EMAIL YOU ALL BACK BUT I DO KNOW YOU MOMS UNDERSTAND HOW I AM FEELING YOU ALL ARE ALWAYS IN MY PRAYERS EVERYNIGHT,ATLEASE ONCE A DAY I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU ALL SO I AM SENDING YOU ALL A BIG HUGE AND KISS AND A LOT OF LOVE AND TO THE OTHERS THAT HAVE BEEN COMING TO THIS SITE TO HURT OTHERS YOU NEED TO ASKS GOD TO HELP YOU BECAUSE YOU MAYNOT MEAN TO HURT OTHERS BUT YOU ARE SO ASK GOD TO HELP SHOW YOU HOW TO REALLY LOVE OTHERS AND LET HIM DEAL WITH ANYONE THAT HURT THERE CHILD THAT HAS HURT HIS ANY OF HIS BABIES ARE THAT MAY HAVE NOT DID THE RIGHT THING TO HELP THERE BABIES GOD WILL DEAL WITH THEM IT'S JUST NOT YOUR PLACE AT LEASE I DON'T THINK SO YOUR IN MY PRAYERS AND I HOPE AND PRAY THAT YOU NEVER FEEL THIS PAIN JUST THINK BEFORE YOU POST IS ALL I'M SAYING SO PLEASE DON'T GET MAD AT ME BUT I AM JUST TRYING TO BEING REAL,I WOULDN'T WONT ANYBODY HURTING ME I AM ALREADY IN PAIN AND CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE . LOVE TERRY {CEDRIC'S} MOM HAPPY B-DAY MY SUNSHINE I LOVE,MISS YOU AND ALWAY'S WILL I AM PROUD GOD PICK ME TO BE YOUR MOTHER I HOPE YOUR DAY IN HEAVEN IS A VERY NICEONE |
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michelle brown
IP: 70.136.54.111 Oct 17th, 2007 - 9:36 PM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
OH TERRY,I MISS YOU HERE ON MOM'S,I AM HERE FOR YOU,I WISH CEDRIC A BLESS BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN,I LOVE YOU BOTH,I KNOW IT IS HARD TERRY BUT KNOW YOU ARE NOT ALONE,WHAT EVER I CAN SAY OR DO TO HELP LET ME KNOW,YOU HAVE TO STAY STRONG FOR HER OTHER KID'S,CEDRIC I SEND MY LOVE AND MANY KISSES UP TO HEAVEN IN YOUR HONOR,HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL!! |
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Beverly Dessormeau Leah's mom
IP: 72.193.48.43 Oct 18th, 2007 - 2:01 AM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
Terry, God Bless you. Cedric, Happy Birthday!! Please watch over your mama. She misses you as much as all of us miss our babies. I'm glad to hear from you Terry. Beverly |
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Bette
IP: 216.237.180.2 Oct 18th, 2007 - 8:32 AM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
Terry, today is also my mother's birthday. She died 22 years ago and I still cry and miss her very much. Happy Birthday Cedric, angel son of Terry. Look down over your mom and take her into your embrace and ask Jesus to look out for her. Go find my son Timmy, and my mom, you guys can celebrate your birthdays together in heaven. Today is not good day for me either. I cry since last night into today. I am having hard time facing al this, so much all at one time. I miss my baby so much. His birthday is New Years Eve and I just can't imagine what you are going thru right now Terry. God Bless you and your family. Stay strong, I know it's easier said than done. |
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Angie-Eugene's Mom
IP: 70.190.217.121 Oct 18th, 2007 - 11:46 AM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
Hi Terry, I just recently started posting messages. For awhile I was just reading and getting comfort from all of you moms. Now, the first thing I do when I get up is make a cup of coffee and get on this site. This site helps me get thru the day. Terry, I am so sorry for the loss of your son. My son was murdered on May 6th, 2007. His birthday is comming up December 9th and I am so afraid of that day because I don't know how I am going to handle it. I pray that the Lord walks with you today. That he takes your hand and guides you through every moment of this day.Cedric, Happy Birthday! |
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Bette
IP: 216.237.180.2 Oct 18th, 2007 - 1:26 PM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
Oh Angie, that's my birthday, December 9th. I'm so sorry for your loss, on my birthday. My son's b/d is also in December on New Year's Eve. My other son is on Christmas Day. December is not going to be an easy month for me either. I will keep you in my prayers. Bette Timmy's mom |
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Kay mom of Joshua Delaney
IP: 165.236.97.1 Oct 18th, 2007 - 3:43 PM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
Hi Terry, I am so sorry to hear you are having such a bad time. Happy Happy Belated birthday Cedric. My middle son was born in Nov of 86 so I know Joshua has a younger brother to boss around in heaven now, like he used to here on earth. If words could take the pain away Terry I would write you a book. We all know it wont though so I say to you Terry who will be here for your other children and your family remaining here on this earth? Who will love and care for them the way you do? Who would be there to support them, when you are gone and they are grieving also? Terry please don't give up on life because if you do then your sons murderers will have wiped out not just your son but your family as well if you give up and kill yourself. DO NOT let them have that satisfaction. I know how bad it hurts and understand how very much you miss your baby. Hang on this is the worst ride EVER! luv K |
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Tracey (Terrell's MOM)
IP: 71.253.141.199 Oct 18th, 2007 - 8:12 PM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
Hey Terry Girl: Happy Birthday Cedric!!!! I'm sorry your life on this earth was so short but please look after your mama today and stay by her side in spirit. Terry, I'm so happy to see your post but sad to know you are feeling so bad. I know you miss Cedric but Kay is right, you have to think of your other children, so I pray that you have the strength to get through this day. I know Cedric and all our children and the angels are celebrating the day you were blessed with a beautiful precious son.. I found a poem that I want to post in honor of Cedric and all our precious children... Precious Son by Joy Curnutt God, I know you gave your precious Son To give us life with You. But I didn’t want my son to leave, Cause he was precious too. We all are precious in your eyes And all to you return. I know my son will not come back, And I still have much to learn. Our time on earth is for learning, And when our lessons are through, Our spirit chooses the time we leave, And we come back to you. My precious son is with you, And there will be a day, That I too will leave this earthly place, And you will light my way. I know your arms will be open, And I will have a smile, To see my God and precious son, I will then become Your child. Stay Strong Terry. You need to take care of yourself (because noone else will) so don't worry about the people that come to our site to voice their opinions without knowing a thing about what we are going through, they and their opinions are the least of our worries. Love and God Bless Your Sister Tracey (Terrell's MOM) |
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Lorre
IP: 207.200.116.70 Oct 19th, 2007 - 1:42 AM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
Happy Birthday Sweet Cedric. Terry, I am so sorry for all of your sadness. How I wish I could take all of your pain away. Tracey, what you posted is just beautiful. Missing you all~ Love, Lorre |
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Angie-Eugene's Mom
IP: 70.190.217.121 Oct 19th, 2007 - 10:55 AM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
Tracey, What a beautiful poem. When I was reading the poem I felt this peace come over me. God Bless You and your family. |
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TERRY{CEDRIC'S}MOM
IP: 69.153.221.50 Oct 19th, 2007 - 5:55 PM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
To my Sister's Thank you all so much my sister moms I love you all and you all have been so helpful from the being and I am so so Thankful for every last one of you and I think GOD our Father for all of the help for my sister moms but I wish we could be on this site for something else and that we all still had our babies here on earth with us and if I wish I could give myself so that my son and your babies could have life on earth with you all I would and would be so happy to do so just to see and know that every last one of you were happy and not sad. Thanks Kay for your love,kind words you have always' been sweet and nice to me and very helpful your a sweet person and I don't have your email address anymore when I got a new email address I had close the other one and couldn't log back on to get any of my old email addresses that I had so please email me your email address my email address is terryjohnson137@aol.com it's the date my son was Murdered and also to any of my other sister moms that would like to email me please do so. But please know that I don't check my email everyday so please never feel like I don't won't to talk I am not like that it's just that sometime I take pills and they put me to sleep so please understand. Now Mrs.Bette I am so sorry for your lost of your sweet angel and for the lost of your sweet mom my prayers are with you I know how you feel I wish it was something I could do to help you if there is please let me know I two lost my mom just before my son was murder and a grand baby Jazz right after my son,my son's girl friend of 6 years lost her mom a few weeks ago so please say a prayer for her my sister moms her name is chantal I know it is hard for her to have lost the love of her life and her mom in a short time and she is such a sweet person I am happy to have her as part of our family even after my son was murder she still help me in any way she can God gave my son a sweet person and they really loved each other so I thank God that my son had her in his life 6 years is a long time for some young people they don't always last that long when they don't have any kids I wish they did my son always said me and his girlfriend was the most Important and most loved women in his life I sweet is that I love,miss his kind words,huge's and kisses and it has been so hard I hate the holidays and my son was murder on 01/03/07 someone in the family B-DAY so I know her B-day will never be the same and like you I am was very close to my mom I have a small family and I thank God for how close we all are and for you all Bette please email me anytime you need to talk I love you and I'M sending you a big huge. I love you all my sister's Terry{Cedric's}MOM |
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deb (dwaynesmum)
IP: 144.139.39.253 Oct 20th, 2007 - 5:35 AM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
happy birthday to u,happy birthday to u,happy birthday dear cedric,happy birthday to u,may god and dwayne and all the angels hold u tight and tell u how much u are loved on earth and in heaven too,so have a great day beautiful boy,love and kisses from australia xxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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Michelle Simon
IP: 71.126.163.190 Oct 20th, 2007 - 5:44 AM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
Happy Heavenly Birthday Cedric. Terry, I pray that God's blessings rain down upon you. |
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cheryl a. martindale
IP: 69.233.92.115 Oct 23rd, 2007 - 2:35 PM |
Re: SOMANY THINGS, PLEASE WISH MY SON CEDRIC A HAPPY B-DAY IN HEAVEN IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY I LOVE Y
hi terry, i often wondered how you were doing and if you were doing ok, i am so glad to know that you are hanging in there i too just went to the cemetary on ernest birthday on 10-5 he would of been 20yrs old and it tore me up inside and it is still tearing me up i was approved for mental help thru victims of crime here in los angeles thru the southwest police station i had not used it and now i find my self in tears looking for someone to talk to one on one it is so very hard to deal with stay strong and also my mom turned 85yrs old on your beloved cedric's birthday too. i wish you as a mom the most peace in your heart a calming feeling in your heart god be with you my sister stay strong and keep it moving. god bless all you wonderful mom's here who has lost a child. cheryl mom to my loving angel ernest n crayton |
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