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Keri
 IP: 209.33.233.215 Oct 12, 07 - 11:06 PM |
Stages of Pain
Tonight was very hard and I just needed someone to talk too. I took my 14 year old son to the local corn maze all the kids love going. My son was 11 years old when his brother was killed at 17year old. I was excited and happy for my son to meet his friends and go have fun. But as i was driving there i was overwelmed with memories of when i took my Drew there and dropped him off with friends he was the same age and interested in the same things. It made me flash back and feel this gut pain of not seeing him and having him gone.Another step of many as my youngerson gets older i will always have these hurdles i will have to learn to go through. Proms, Graduation becoming a grandparent. It's so hard because you must hide your feelings because i want my son to have fun and experience life. So i drop him off and cry all the way home.I also see my son with all of his frineds that he cares about and i feel guilty because we are moving because we can't handle living here anymore. Thanks Moms for listening Keri ( Drew's Mom) |
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deb (dwaynesmum)
IP: 211.27.82.7 Oct 13th, 2007 - 12:04 AM |
Re: Stages of Pain
hi there keri,i feel the same way,i have 3 other kids or should i say young adults,my son dwayne was murdered at 27 and i have an another son 24 a daughter 21 and a younger daughter 14 and it kills me to know that my 2 older kids go out on friday ans saturday nights and when my 14 year old asks to go out with her friends,im finding myself making all the excuses i can think of not to let her go.i know i have to,but i dont want too.life is so hard when u lose one of your kids,i dont know if it ever gets easier i dont think it does,hugs to u all xxx |
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