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Lorre
IP: 207.200.116.70 Dec 19, 06 - 8:09 PM |
Jackie-Tommy's Momma
Hi Jackie, Just wanted you to know that I think of you and your Tommy all of the time. I haven't seen you post for a while so I wanted to send this shout out. Sending love, Lorre |
Eric\\\\\\'s Ma Onna
IP: 207.200.116.70 Dec 22nd, 2006 - 11:46 PM |
Re: Jackie-Tommy's Momma
Hi Jackie, I too am sending out a shout of love. I hope you are doing okay. Love, Onna |
jackie wallace
IP: 204.73.103.253 Dec 27th, 2006 - 9:48 PM |
Re: Jackie-Tommy's Momma
lorre and Onna Thank you so much for the shout out of love, I am ok. like you, sad and than happy - up and down, missing my son is on going as I know it is for you two, it's been 3 and a half years, and the crying jags have given way to unfortunatly a depression that I will live with for the rest of my life, I have excepted that I will not see justice for Tommy in this life, and thats still a painful pill to swollow, I hadn't realized how much I've missed talking to you, my sisters, Thank you for thinking of me, it means so much. LOVE and PEACE. jackie Tommy's momma...... |
Lorre
IP: 207.200.116.70 Dec 27th, 2006 - 10:17 PM |
Re: Jackie-Tommy's Momma
Dear Jackie, I am happy to hear from you, even if you have been depressed. I know how that is. I too am sad that you feel you will not see justice for Tommy in this life. I often wish that we could see what God sees and know if the evil had already been dealt with instead of assuming that it hasn't been. I mean, maybe that murdering SOB has already got his. I guess we will know all at a later time. It doesn't seem like it should be enough most of the time, but I do have faith that it will be. God says as much in the bible when He says that He will turn over to their own depraved minds those who do evil, and let happen what may. I am still comforted by the sisters of the church that perpetually prays. I haven't gotten the journal back yet, but one day I hope to see them or the church and of course, you! I am so happy that you posted, you really have been missed. Love, Lorre |
Eric\\\\\\\'s Ma Onna
IP: 207.200.116.70 Dec 29th, 2006 - 11:29 PM |
Re: Jackie-Tommy's Momma
Hi Jackie, I am so glad to see you. I too have come to the realization that unless something extraordinary happens I too will never know why my Eric was taken from me. I am trying to accept it, but somedays I get so mad and I feel so cheated. I am holding your hand.... Love, Eric's Ma Onna |
jackie wallace
IP: 204.73.103.253 Dec 31st, 2006 - 8:36 PM |
Re: Jackie-Tommy's Momma
Onna, it's so good to talk to you , I'm happy to hear your staying strong, it is really hard when our boys are among the ones who fell between the cracks, be it bad detective work or lack of work or just no wittnesses, it's a bitter pill were handed, and even harder when they tell you it gone to cold case, the lazy,crocked bast--ds, just don't try, it's like Tom wasn't important enough,didn't have the right family back ground and that torments me, if it had been a judge's son or a cops son there would have been an arrest by now, I know how much you miss Eric and I know your feeling the same fustration, I can only keep asking the Lord to give peace and answers to the moms who are still waiting for it. my love to and Eric, your friend Jackie tommy's momma |
Randi-Mark\'s Mom
IP: 75.2.151.238 Dec 31st, 2006 - 9:25 PM |
Re: Jackie-Tommy's Momma
I understand how you feel Onna and Jackie. I also think that if Mark was rich or famous he too would receive much more attention. No one wants to be told that their childs case will be sent to the cold cases. Onna, I too have accepted that I will probably never know why someone took it upon themselves to end my childs life. I have accepted I probably will never know the truth. I WILL fight to the end though, and get justice for Mark, one way or another. If you ever need anything MOMS, just let me know. I am here for all of you. Randi |
connie marchant
IP: 216.166.159.185 Jan 1st, 2007 - 10:08 AM |
Re: Jackie-Tommy's Momma
MOMS, For those that have been told that their childs case is a cold case, then it is time that we take a stand and contact the cold case files and have them take some action!!! When I thought that they were not doing anything with Justin's case, I would call them and remind them that I wasn't going to go away and they needed to keep on investigating until they found what they needed! I was a pain in their ass and I didn't care and things have progressed really quite well I am not saying that they wouldn't have moved on it but I wanted them to cringe everytime they answered the phone and I would say: This is Connie Marchant and I am wondering how Justin's case is going and I want you to know that he is just not another case number, he is my son and I want those two worthless scum bags charged with something more than Tampering with Evidence. I will not rest til they are behind bars for a long time and justice has been served! I have decided that after the murder trial is over, I am going to file a wrongful death suit and so any income they might receive in prison, they will be reminded everytime they have to send it to Justin's children's trust fund, just what they have done!!!! Thoughts and Prayers, Connie Marchant |
jackie wallace
IP: 204.73.103.253 Jan 1st, 2007 - 7:03 PM |
Re: Jackie-Tommy's Momma
Randi,you keep on fighting, as long as you have hope you'll have reason to fight, unfortunatly my son was murdered in Jacksonville, florida and there are so many murders every day in that city, they just can't work them all the way they need to,( to quote a dirty detective) so what you have is more and more lifes being taken, and why not? you can kill and get away with it.(becouse their soo busy) unless you are some one law inforcment conciders IMPORTANT!, sorry to be such a downer but cold case is like an insult to Tom and his family, Connie, your right on, be a pain in their ass, and I have been, for three and a half years, the jacksonville police are corrupt beyond belief..and my means to fight are limited when I live in minnesota and I try to deal with the BAST--as in fla.again sorry to be so negative just got thrown to cold case and I'm so mad I could spit, you see they know who murdered my Tommy, they f---ed up the evidence, I am so thank full I have this place to come to and vent, now excuse me I need to go out side and scream om the top of my lungs....... love you all, jackie Tommy's momma |
Randi-Mark's Mom
IP: 75.2.136.159 Jan 1st, 2007 - 7:59 PM |
Re: Jackie-Tommy's Momma
Connie, Jackie and all MOMS, I have learned how to become a pain in the ass of some sort I guess. I know they don't like me calling all the time, but that's my job!!!! I'll show up at the Sheriff's Office, doesn't bother me. I have told them also that I will NEVER go away. If they want to get rid of me, just solve Mark's case. One day I was so upset, I called everyone there and left messages. I was told that people were scurring around trying to figure out why I kept calling everyone. I was calling because my child was murdered and wanted them to know who Mark Anthony Espinal was. I have to say that the detectives and Sgt. do call me on a regular basis, at least once a week, but two weeks ago, they missed a couple of calls. I was more than ******* and they know it. Thanks MOMS for all your kindness, I love you all. If any of you ever need help in anything, please let me know. Onna, I think we are the only ones that live in the Bay Area. If you ever need someone to talk to or something, I'm here for you. I can even help your plant Eric's garden when you are ready. I have a garden for Mark, a small one, but the weeds have taken over a bit. I have to start working on it again. Randi |
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